My thoughts

After that weekend when everyone started to break ... or rather break and dance a lot, the activities returned to normal, but something inside Isabel did not agree and she was not happy. Maybe it was the fact that she had never hidden anything from her mother, or the fact that she had given herself to someone too soon, even if it was the love of her life ... What if she regretted it? Should she share this with Tony? Should her mother know she and Tony .... Not that was out, totally out of the question, not for nothing, but what if it was messy? What if because of this your mother lost her job? But on the other hand, it wasn't right to hide it either ... she didn't know what to do and every time it happened, she would go to her room kneeling to talk to GOD as if she were a friend. It told the school things, the heart, the Tony, the problems, the frustrations, everything. When she was relieved, when the pain or doubt went away she would get up and say: Thank you so much for listening to me and for always being there for me, I love you. Apart from these heart disturbances, all right, all normal, piles of lessons, work to deliver, books to read and deliver summaries .... homework, these things. Her mother hadn't even asked her much these weeks that passed so that she could put everything in order. She had said she needed homework time off for at least two weeks and her mother did so. Tony hadn't shown up either, but pretending to know he was too tight for services, lessons, but when he relieved he would come and they could be together. Absorbed in her thoughts, she didn't even notice when her mother's boss opened the door and said, Can I come in?

"But of course, did something happen?"

No, I mean ... yes, I mean, I don't know, can you tell me, did it happen?

- well, since you asked, it happened, but I don't want to talk about it ...

And why not? You know you can say anything you want.

Yes, I know, it's so easy to talk to you, rather than my mother ... do you know when friendship becomes love?

"I understand, was that what happened on semba night?"

- Yes and then I'm afraid to talk to my mother, Tony's family and end up confusing understand?

- Because? by chance you guys ... and then he stopped

"If I say yes, what are you going to do?"

he looked at her in the back of his eyes and in a stronger and graver tone said:

- Did you get pregnant?

- Oxente ... GOD deliver me vice

"So what are you afraid of?" Doesn't he care about you anymore? Your mother giving you a sermon? of not trusting you anymore ... What?

"Being defamed, like a mother when you got pregnant with me."

- Again I ask:

You're pregnant? Don't hide me if that's it ...

No, of course not, but I don't want to get married now either, and Mommy will come up with this subject for no one to talk about.

"If you want to talk to her, you can talk and leave it to me."

- Wow, thank you, thank you very much.

You don't have to, I like both of you, just be careful, promise?

Little-Black word.