The more agitated, the more gentle she became, knowing that when the time came to part, perhaps the sorrow would be even greater.
She didn't even know why she foolishly agreed to the five-day request. She and Qin Zhiyou divorced not because the love was gone, nor because of conflicts. They separated because they still harbored love and unwillingness, not wanting to become a burden, that was why they had to part ways. These five days wouldn't help them to break off more cleanly; instead, they would deepen her yearnings.
Although she didn't want to end up like Qin Zhiyou, who had previously declared he'd remarry if he found someone suitable, her life couldn't revolve solely around love, nor could her heart be completely filled by Qin Zhiyou alone. The unresolved issues in her life resulted in chaos; she had made the cut, but was still dragging her feet, stepping through mud and splashing it all over herself.