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Tear-stained cheeks, my mascara was now an ugly smudge after being ruined with all the crying I had been doing for the past hour. I could not recognize myself as I looked through the mirror. The more I stared at myself the more the tears. I could hear them in the next room. Their moans enraged me and made me feel like throwing up. I retched but nothing came out. 

Disgust is what I felt.


My life had turned out to be a chaotic mess and I wondered what I had done to deserve all that. I was a good person or so I believed.

I smiled through the pain and thought to myself that everything was going to be okay. I did not believe that myself but I had to tell myself to keep going or I would be stuck in a loop with my past trying to set myself free...

DAWN.

The festivities were near and Ella was not the only one having a bad time .

"Hey am hosting a party you should come",says Harry as they eat lunch.

"Has anyone seen Jade it's been a while?"I ask.

"He is just having some trouble ",says Calleb.

"Is it something that we can help?",asks Soffie.

"No we can't do anything ,the festivities are not his best holidays",said Calleb and I wondered what happened to him to make him not like Christmas but then she didn't want to pry because it seemed like no one wanted to talk about the actual details.

"Have you seen Jade",I shout over the loud music.

"He said he wasn't coming, can you just drop it",says Calleb.

"Am just worried okay",I say as I make my way to the kitchen.

55.Camila