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Tear-stained cheeks, my mascara was now an ugly smudge after being ruined with all the crying I had been doing for the past hour. I could not recognize myself as I looked through the mirror. The more I stared at myself the more the tears. I could hear them in the next room. Their moans enraged me and made me feel like throwing up. I retched but nothing came out. 

Disgust is what I felt.


My life had turned out to be a chaotic mess and I wondered what I had done to deserve all that. I was a good person or so I believed.

I smiled through the pain and thought to myself that everything was going to be okay. I did not believe that myself but I had to tell myself to keep going or I would be stuck in a loop with my past trying to set myself free...

DAWN.

Take off your clothes",he says .

I take off the shirt am wearing and remain in only my undies. I go to take them off when he stops me.

"Don't I'll take those off myself,now turn around and go to the bed and wait for me there. I want those legs spread wide open when I get there",he says and I fight the urge of getting down on my knees and sucking him dry as I watch him squirm.

I turn around walking slowly and I can hear him cursing behind me.

GOOD GIRL