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Tear-stained cheeks, my mascara was now an ugly smudge after being ruined with all the crying I had been doing for the past hour. I could not recognize myself as I looked through the mirror. The more I stared at myself the more the tears. I could hear them in the next room. Their moans enraged me and made me feel like throwing up. I retched but nothing came out. 

Disgust is what I felt.


My life had turned out to be a chaotic mess and I wondered what I had done to deserve all that. I was a good person or so I believed.

I smiled through the pain and thought to myself that everything was going to be okay. I did not believe that myself but I had to tell myself to keep going or I would be stuck in a loop with my past trying to set myself free...

DAWN.

Everyone's attention was turned to look at Harry so he could tell them if what Ella was saying was true. He looked around searching for Caleb so that he could help him but he was nowhere in sight. He glanced at Ella and wondered why she had done what she did. She had never asked her to break the news to people. Come to think of it he had never thought about breaking the news to them figuring how his last relationship had been. He had wanted to wait until he was sure so as to tell them but coming to think of it would he ever be sure with the choice he had made. He looked at his friends and they were all staring at him waiting for him to say something. He smiled and started to talk .

"Am sorry I did not tell you guys I just did not know how you guys were going to take it",he says shrugging off his shoulders.

"Did not know how we felt or you were unsure if it yourself!",asks Soffie.

FALLING