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Tear-stained cheeks, my mascara was now an ugly smudge after being ruined with all the crying I had been doing for the past hour. I could not recognize myself as I looked through the mirror. The more I stared at myself the more the tears. I could hear them in the next room. Their moans enraged me and made me feel like throwing up. I retched but nothing came out. 

Disgust is what I felt.


My life had turned out to be a chaotic mess and I wondered what I had done to deserve all that. I was a good person or so I believed.

I smiled through the pain and thought to myself that everything was going to be okay. I did not believe that myself but I had to tell myself to keep going or I would be stuck in a loop with my past trying to set myself free...

DAWN.

As they walked to school arm to arm they did not think of a possible way that things could get ruined

Ella's smiled as Soffie squeezed her hand. She was shocked that she had managed to have a friend the way she was. When bad things happen to you your body and mind just close themselves off. It would find a way that would protect you from that kind of pain again.

She was not a person of the people and she would not ignore that. She never liked people. Maybe it was because thought that they were too uptight. Or again it was the fact that she did not know how to hold conversations with people.

When she was friends with Camilla she was the one who did all the talking. She was nervous to the point where uttering two words or starting a conversation was a milestone for her. So she just went with the annoying bitchy face.

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