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Tear-stained cheeks, my mascara was now an ugly smudge after being ruined with all the crying I had been doing for the past hour. I could not recognize myself as I looked through the mirror. The more I stared at myself the more the tears. I could hear them in the next room. Their moans enraged me and made me feel like throwing up. I retched but nothing came out. 

Disgust is what I felt.


My life had turned out to be a chaotic mess and I wondered what I had done to deserve all that. I was a good person or so I believed.

I smiled through the pain and thought to myself that everything was going to be okay. I did not believe that myself but I had to tell myself to keep going or I would be stuck in a loop with my past trying to set myself free...

DAWN.

Enzo could not wait to get home to Ella. He had not seen her in days and right now all he wanted was to be at a place where he felt at home.

"He left his office and it looked like it was already cleared out. Everyone had already left except for his secretary.

"Why haven't you gone home yet?", he asks her as he makes his way to her desk.

"I could ask you the same thing", she says laughing.

There was just something corny about secretaries. Just like almost every guy had a relationship with their secretaries.

He saw the way she always looked at him. I think they all expected everyone to be the same but then he wasn't like everyone.

She was waiting for him to make a move on her but that was something that was never going to happen.

Ella was everyone would ever want She was amazing, and charismatic and even in the tough times she always found a way to make him smile.

GAMBLING