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Tear-stained cheeks, my mascara was now an ugly smudge after being ruined with all the crying I had been doing for the past hour. I could not recognize myself as I looked through the mirror. The more I stared at myself the more the tears. I could hear them in the next room. Their moans enraged me and made me feel like throwing up. I retched but nothing came out. 

Disgust is what I felt.


My life had turned out to be a chaotic mess and I wondered what I had done to deserve all that. I was a good person or so I believed.

I smiled through the pain and thought to myself that everything was going to be okay. I did not believe that myself but I had to tell myself to keep going or I would be stuck in a loop with my past trying to set myself free...

DAWN.

Like every other day, you always knew if it was good in the morning.

I don't think that was the but I just went along with it since everyone thought so.

I hated mornings in fact if I could have the power to take them away I could. All you did was lie awake at night when you were supposed to sleep.

I was someone who had always been glued to my phone. Most of the time I didn't have anything important to do.

After I was done with my daily chores and it was night all I did was eat my find and enter my bed it was my comfort zone.

I could stay in my room for days and days without getting tired.

In the middle of the night when I had finally made up my mind that I was going to sleep that was when I started thinking about my life.

I started to think of all the dumb things I had done. Looked back at the bad choices I had made because we only live once.

CAMILLA AND VANNI