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Jamie POV
Despite of what I've been through a day, trying to make myself reflect on what happen but my mind is only being haunted and my trauma is back. I still remember how I suffer, having nightmares and 2 years of traumatic in life.
It feels my trauma is coming to me and it might be real again not only I will suffer but this will kill me eventually. But I'm glad that carl, you know a crazy stalker, finally went to jail because of what he did to me and I find him obsessive.
The look in his eyes, it's really creeping the hell out of me and I can't even imagine what happened to me that night
"Jamie, you seem to be dazed off. What are you thinking right now?"
"Ah nothing, I don't know what to eat because I'm craving a lot of food" I said even there is half lie on it
"Are you looking for the guy who save you that night?" alexis asked
"Isn't those girls on this video?"
"Wow, they're so cute"
"Girl, they look ugly. What a ridiculous dance"
"They're so hilarious"
"Aren't they ashamed of themselves?"
"Tsk. Tsk"
"I find them cute at all. Especially that frog dance and alien dance"
"Whoever posts this, I would be ashamed right now"
"How could they do this again with the transferee students?"
"I can't even stop laughing while watching this video. How ridiculous they are"
"I think they can be fooled easy and that is the problem here"
"Girl, I hope they stop doing these to the transferee students"
"I don't get why they hate transferee students especially girls"
"Why do they keep staring at us?" lovely asked
Then the three of us just shrugged because we don't know what's happening right now.
Awhile ago, students keep staring at us then until now especially earlier in the campus then there are also a lot of students gossiping like they have seen as a criminal in this situation.
Actually, we're on the cafeteria right now because I'm hungry and I'm craving for a lot of foods today because I didn't get to eat for a day but it still bothers me which who save me that night and before I collapsed I hear him calling my name wherein he is really worried about me.
I used to love weekdays now I hate it because I don't know I just end up being scared going to school which it might be a problem and it's my fault that I have always decided to transfer whereas I thought I could enjoy the different environment that surrounds me.
I just miss how I use to lay in the grass and look at the sky which perfect shape and take a picture of it wherein I feel like flying and mind is at peace.
Sometimes when I go to each room to walk around but now it's nothing I despise the classroom. It's not the same as music academy and how I wish I could just go back
"Jamie wake up"
"Jamie"
"Jamie, are you alright?"
This is the only last thing I hear before I fainted and I try to open my eyes but I feel too weak which I can't bring myself to stand up and I could feel on how he holds at the same time carry me and my eyes trying to open a bit but I can't even see him clearly because I'm too tired and its blurred, but I still hear his voice calling me
"Jamie, just stay strong"
"Jamie"
"Wake up"
"Don't fall asleep"
"Jamie"
I need to find who that guy save me and his voice is very familiar which I think it's sounds like mico's the one who save but he's not there when I was looking for him because of what he did to my face
"Hey!" the boy called us and trying to dance
"What is he doing?" alexis whispered
"Is he doing the frog dance?" michelle said
"I think it's an alien dance" lovely laughed and watch the guy dancing
"You girls look hilarious on the video" the guy said who looks normal to me
"You tell me, if I were them I wouldn't even do that because it's embarrassing" the girl said with short hair and braces. Then they left us hanging which don't even understand what they're talking. I don't really get it and did they just say that we look hilarious on the video that makes us even curious. Lovely is acting weird and she is smiling by herself which she looks crazy and we don't know the reason
"Why are you smiling lovely? Did something good happen?" michelle asked
"She looks idiot" alexis said
"Yah!"
"Just kidding, I'm sorry" she apologized immediately to lovely which make everything fine. Alexis is a type of person who apologize when she speaks rude to someone
"I just wondering about the good old days when we we're still in senior high school then michelle always save us when a teacher try to scold us while alexis trying to make face and you jamie is only quiet because you start to think about food when everytime you feel hungry" lovely said while smiling
The bell suddenly ring then we pick-up our trays and plates then put it on the cleaning station. I didn't mind seeing these students staring at us and went back straight at the room since the class start.
I wonder how will I'm going to find the guy? Where do I need to start? Or maybe I should ask the students here if they saw someone on the storage room
"What a nice day! I'm really loving it because there's no one disturbing us and I can have a peace of mind" alexis seems to be in good mood today and she start dancing and singing
"What is our class for today?"
"We don't know, but we already met the Mrs. Salvador and guess what? She is the husband of Mr. Salvador. The president of music academy and it's a coincidence that we finally met here yesterday and she greeted us and she is grateful that she has finally meet the great artist student of sir Daniel and it's us" lovely explained and I'm too sad because I couldn't get to her
"But she said that she want to meet us again in a private place and have dinner together with sir Daniel then Mrs. Liselle is looking for you but we told her that you're not feeling well but she hope that she could meet you soon" that made me smile and I didn't know that the wife of sir Daniel is such a sweet lady and jolly
"Actually she gave us her number so that we could message her and she wants us to invite her when we have free time" michelle said
"You three really have fun yesterday even I'm not feeling well" I said even it's kind of sad for me because I was hospitalized for a day and it made me scared when everytime I feel alone
Well at least, it's a good start and finally those four boys are not here. Peace of mind and lovely seems to be in a good mood while michelle is listening to a music then I start to be pessimistic person recently since my trauma is back and it's haunting me down a bit. I start to feel nervous and it keeps me to worry small things
"You girls go ahead, while I need to return a book on the library" alexis said and already left
My hands are shaking and I'm afraid of being left alone in the dark that may cause anxiety at the same time insomnia will ruin my sleeping routine
"Jamie, aren't you going inside?"
"Is there something bothering you?"
"Hey, don't tell me you're not feeling well today?"
"Ah, no worry" I said and went inside now. But I find the atmosphere weird even our classmates start to stare at us
"Omg, they are the four girls who dance those hilarious moves"
"I bet they got some new dance move now"
"They got fooled easily and they look really pathetic"
"This is the funniest video I ever since"
"Look at them, they don't even know what's happening"
"If I were them, I won't even got to school today because it will be embarrassing"
"I don't know but they're stupid being fooled by those four boys"
"You're right dude, but I still like them because they're cute"
I don't really know what's happening right now and they keep saying things that make us even more confused. Then someone approached me
"Excuse me" she said
"And you are?" I asked
"I'm Christina Legaspi, just call me tina and you must jamie park"
"Ah yes, we are. Nice to meet you tina. Do you need any help?"
"Nice to meet you too jamie. I think you must see this since these must be you girls" she said and shows it to me. She handed it to me and don't know what is it for
"What about it?" I said
"I think you need to watch it" she said
Watch it? Let's see what's she is pertaining at and I start to watch it "What the hell?!!"
Wait, it's still processing in my mind and I can't still believe this. It so embarrassing and yet they have the guts to post it on the website platform of this school
"MICO SKYLAR!!!! I'M GOING TO KILL YOU!!!"
Then everyone turn their glance at me and also the students outside the room. That is why they're trying to hold back their laugh that day is because they're taking a video of us! The class starts to take a video of me
"This can't be happening!" I feel furious now
"Jamie, are you alright?"
"Hey, what is that?" lovely said. I hide the phone on my back so that they can't see or watch it because I think alexis is going to feel furious
"Jamie, are you hiding something from us?" michelle said
"No!" I said
"Then why are you defensive?" she said
"Okay, I'm sorry" I apologized to her immediately
"Then show it to us, if you're not hiding something from us" she said and don't blame
"Is this serious?" lovely seem to be embarrassed
"Who posted this video!!" lovely added then shouted and she is really mad right now.
"Why are they getting furious with this video?"
"I think they're stupid"
"Who are you saying stupid!" lovely start to make ruckus here
"We should leave now" then the girls just left the room
"Who do they think they are?! They don't even know anything!" lovely said said
"I CAN'T BELIEVE THIS! BENJAMIN CHOI!!!! YOU WILL GOING TO PAY FOR THIS AND JUST WAIT, I'M GOING TO KILL YOU, JERK!" lovely seems to be mad. The students didn't stop taking a video of us
"Ugh, that james. He's really getting into my nerves. Now, they are trying to ruin with this damn video" michelle is serious and can't seem to figure her mood right now
"Where did you get this video?" I asked tina since she might know about it
"Well, it's all over in the website of Stanford High Academy and other platform especially in YouTube" tina explained to us
What? Oh boy! Oh boy! This is not good at all and I think alexis is going to kill that charles if she saw this video.
Actually, alexis really has a bad temper and she can really get mad easily even with small things but the me and michelle can still have patience
"Never ever let alexis see this video" I said and I don't want her to make any ruckus
"What video are you pertaining at, that you won't show it to me? There is something that I should not know? I just left for a while, you girls are hiding something from me" alexis said
Why is she here already? Oh my gosh, this is not good at all
"Ah about that, you know...uhmm about it. How can I say? As you can see....ah" I can't even say it properly
"Stop the blabbering jamie, cut with the chase" she said straightforward which make me intimidated to her then she saw me holding the phone of tina
"And she must be?" then point to the girl beside me
"Christina Legaspi" tina introduced herself to them
"What are you girls watching? Let me see it" she said and gets the phone on the hand of lovely. Oh boy, this is not good and any minute now
"Oh this is us? What about it?" she said and she was about to return the phone but
"WHAT THE HELL!!!! IS THIS REALLY US?" she starts to make ruckus and I don't like it. The students don't stop taking a video of us now
"Alexis, just calm down" we said
"WHO THE HELL POST THIS ONE!!!" she shouted and a lot of students start to come here
"Calm down alexis, it's just a video" I said
"How can I calm down right now! If I see this video!" she said and didn't even try to relax for a bit
"Now I just realize awhile ago, I hate it. They are the one who took this video!"
We don't know what she is talking about right now and she is not in a good mood anymore
"CHARLES SMITH!!!! I'M GOING TO KILL YOU!!!" I think she is about to kill that charles in no time
"I think they're mad right now"
They didn't stop taking a video of us and didn't even bother staring at us. We are now the center of attraction of the school. Then there are other students who enter the room. Michelle, on the other hand, just kept quiet and then lovely got annoyed as well. I need to calm down especially alexis because she's really hot headed right now. I pulled them three out and went out and go anywhere wherein there's no students that much.
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Alexis POV
What the fudge! How could they post that video when they're going to ruin us? Is that what they want wherein to embarrassed us all by posting a ridiculous video so that will transfer to another school! I couldn't think properly because of what is happening right now and all I can feel is being mad because of the video! Jamie finally let go of us and she really not into holding us like this. Argh! That idiotic bastard has ruined my day again and I thought I'm going to have a good mood today. Charles Smith, you're going to pay for this once I had my hands on you and I'm going to kill you! I'm really going to kill him out of no time and can they just leave us alone? All I want is to finish my last year of college here yet I can't even have it because of these pricks!
"Wah! I can't really have a good day when everytime I go to this school!" lovely said
"That is why every student in the campus keep staring at us because of that video"
"Girls, I think we should really teach them a lesson" lovely added and she really want to take revenge and we need to do it
"No girls, we should wait" michelle said
"Why should we wait? When they done enough to embarrassed us with their pranks!" lovely said aggressively
"I know but" michelle said but lovely is not even listening to her
"Lovely, you should at least know what to do if try to do something" jamie said giving her advice
"Come on! Aren't you girls mad at them?" she asked
"Well all of us are mad at those four boys but we should at least think of something before we take revenge"
"Lovely, would you listen first before you say anything else?" michelle said
Somehow lovely is right, we should take are revenge but we don't have any plan yet to do so which make as useless at the point of taking revenge. But right now, I'm not in the mood to think other things but how to calm down myself for awhile
"Alexis is so cute in doing an alien dance and she nailed it"
"Same goes with lovely, she flexs her body and I think she is a good dancer"
"They look all pretty when they smile"
"Dude, isn't that the boyish girl who hold the collar of charles that day on the cafeteria?"
I just covered my ears so that I won't hear these students gossiping about us which I feel irritated hearing it and I'm sick with these rumor. Can't they just keep it to their self than making it obvious?
"What do we plan to do right now? Just to stay still and sit like nothing happened when they always bully us without even knowing the reason why do they hate the transferee students that much especially girls?
"We don't know them yet that much and also we need to have a plan before we do something stupid that might caught us off guard which might ruin our band image. That's the reason why we can't have our own manager because once we're on the edge of getting rumors or scandal the manager will going to take all the responsibilities and blame because of this kind of situation" michelle explained
"Okay fine" lovely said
"And I notice those four boys are not around" jamie said
"I think they have community service" michelle said
"I don't care if they're not around and I hope to be expelled in this school so that we could have a peace of mind" lovely said rudely
"Lovely, watch what you say right now"
"Girl, they all look stupid. Especially that lovely and she's not even pretty"
"How can they be stupid?"
"Well they are idiot and pathetic"
"Who are you calling stupid!" lovely start to argue with the students who are gossiping especially the girls and I think they all hate us being her
"Lovely, stop it" michelle trying to calm lovely
"You know what? What makes you even pretty if you only know how to gossip other people than thinking about yourself! Ha! You're more stupid than saying that to us!"
"We should go now, I think she gone insane girl"
I'm really going crazy now and I want to have a peace of mind because I might hurt someone and say harsh words
"How could she call herself as the fashion queen when she dresses too much?"
"Are you saying something?! How about you, do you know anything about fashion? You brat!"
"She gone mad"
"Yah! Don't even say that to lovely! You're just jealous of her"
"I think she is crazy"
"Lovely, just don't mind them" michelle said
"WAH! These students are really getting into my nerves!" lovely feel irritated
"Benjamin Choi! This is all your fault and I'm going to kill you, bastard!" she keep cursing and I think she will never going to stop at all
"Aren't we going to class right now?" michelle asked
"Isn't it you're the president of the class, lovely?" jamie said
"Don't bother asking and that benjamin is the reason behind it why I became the president of the class" she complained
"No, we're going to ask you if there is a class today because we left the room without even waiting if there is a professor"
"Ah no one, she sent me a message that she is on a business trip "
I don't even know what I have done to him, why is he so mad at me? I don't even remember that I'm guilty of anything, and I only know him now, but why does he seem to know me already. I need to calm myself down because I'm going to explode with so much annoyance and I'm going to hit people in no time. Why am I so unlucky in this way and why is it that we chose this school when there are so many choices? When can go to Xavier University, Harvard, Miriam, and others yet why did we end up choosing this academy when the name still feel like highschool to me.
I just stand up and pick my things
"Where are you going?" michelle asked
"In the library, I need to calm myself" I said
"Are you sure about that?" jamie and michelle are worried
"As if I'll lost my way going there, don't worry. I just need to clear my mind" I said
"But, I think we need to come with you" jamie said and I just nudge so that she know what I mean by that
I already left them and went straight to the library because I don't want to talk to anyone as of now because I want to clear my mind and calm myself. I still have patience in me even I have a short temper but I can still hold onto it not like lovely who is very sarcastic.
I hope I won't see that jerk or else I'm going to smash his face even I get detention which it doesn't matter anymore to me. Alexis, just think about yourself right now than anything else.
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Jamie POV
Alexis already left and we can't even stop her right now because she is really pissed off and hot headed which she can't even focus or say anything at all which make her quiet and upset wherein she feel embarrassed. But we do feel worried about alexis because she might go anywhere besides her mind is really mess up right now she might know what's going on to her and incidents happen recently if you feel stress with things that make you embarrassed.
I can't still believe that they have the guts to post that video wherein they don't even know they can ruin someone life. We don't want to take it as a big deal but it's too much already. Haven't they done enough to bully us? Couldn't they even think that they already hurt someone feeling? I just don't really get it, why are they so mad at us? When we didn't even do anything wrong. As if we know them or they already know us
"How could they even say that to me?"
"As if they know anything about fashion"
"They don't know how hard I work for my fashion, yet they tell that I have the sense of fashion and I dress too much"
Lovely is freaking furious right now. One thing she hates is that people tell her she has no sense of fashion and it really hurts her that much. We know lovely for more than 7 years that the person in her is not a spoiled brat but trying to work hard to build her own company to be a fashion designer and lead a fashion show. I think she's not in the mood to talk in her own way
"How could they?" then she start to cry because she really feel hurt by what those said to her. Even they are not talking to us but those rumors can really hurt someone feelings and I know how it feels because I been bully back in middle school because they tell that I'm too spoiled and intimidating to be with. People always she that I look ugly and clumsy because I always feel like I'm on the edge of burning wood wherein I need to decide whether I walk in or not.
"Hey, lovely stop crying and don't mind them. It will only hurt, if you still listen to those kinds of words and remember we know for a long time than them. They don't know anything about you okay? Just think that you're going to be a fashion designer someday and we support you whatever your decision is" michelle said and give her advice. Lovely is really feel hurt because of what she hear
"I don't know why there are some people hate you when you already achieve something then they underestimate you as if you can't do anything at all" lovely seems to be unpleased and don't know what she is going to say to those haters out there.
"What I just told you lovely, do you still remember it?" michelle trying to comfort lovely even she feel it's a big deal and her insecurities try to kill her thinking if she has a great sense of fashion
"Lovely, are you even listening to me?"
"Lovely"
"Speak up, I'm talking to you" I think she is not listening anymore since she is not in the mood to talk about anything at all because it will make her even stubborn by doing the things
"Come on, lovely just talk to us"
"Michelle" I call her then she turn around
"She's not even listening to me. Can you talk to her instead?" michelle said
"Well, what can I do? Even I try to talk to her, she won't bother talking to me especially if she is crying
and not in the mood right now" I said and I wish I can comfort her but the only thing I can do for her now is to give her some time to sort things out and give her some space she needed because she can reflect on herself without getting fooled by anyone
"I think michelle, you know what I mean? Just let her be and she'll figure it out on her own" I added and I know her very well and she is worry about lovely. She really hates seeing her friends get hurt, not in the mood and being fooled but michelle try her best to comfort each one of us and even she didn't think about herself anymore as long as her friends are good
"Jamie, you know what will happen if we just let them be" michelle confront me in a way saying it calm
"I know michelle, but look at them. We can't even stop them with the things that made them so upset and give them space they needed. You'll see and they'll talk to you once they're fine" I only said it to her so that she won't say anything else that would make the argument longer. I really hate arguing with this small situation because it will hurt me and guess what? I hate the fact being called idiot and stupid with invalid reason
Then lovely stand up and get her things. I think she is about leave too same goes on what alexis did awhile ago when we are still talking to her yet she is not in the mood to talk to anyone at the moment or else she might hurt someone if she continue on talking. I dare you wouldn't even like it if I were you because she means what she say
"And where do you think you're going lovely?"
"Girls, I'm just going to the mall. I need to rewind or clear my mind then I'll go back to the school once I feel okay and if I'm in the mood to attend class by then" lovely said
"But, we still have classes this morning and afternoon" michelle said
"Like I said, or maybe nevermind" then she left without saying another word to michelle
"I think we can't stop those two and maybe we should go to the cafeteria instead" I said
The hardest person you can't even talk to is alexis and you can never barge anything to her once she set her mind. It's like riding a roller coaster, either you take the risk or lost the chance. Somehow, alexis will talk to you once she clear up her mind with those messy thoughts she have and you won't expect that she will approach you immediately and try to talk to you again
As for lovely, when is really not in the mood she will never going to buy anything at the mall and look for a place to stay just to refresh her mind
"You, young lady"
"What is it now?" I said and she looks serious. I think she really wants to ask something from you and I don't like it
"Now tell me, what happened to you that night on the storage room?"
"Don't even dare lie to me jamie. I know you, when everytime you tell something you always avoid eye contact with me and your hands feel uneasy" she really knows me well and she seems right
"Okay, I won't" I said
"You know what jamie? I saw how grandma ami feel worried that night like she didn't almost sleep just to check on you and she always ask the doctor if you're going to be fine or nothing else going to happen" michelle said and that made me feel sad hearing it makes my heart breaks because grandma ami didn't get to sleep just to take care of me
"Let's go to the cafeteria and let's talk there" she said and stood up then gets her things while she is helping me to stand up.
She really wants to hear everything happened that night which I don't know how to tell her because it really scares me and my trauma is haunting me back. I guess, I need to think other way to be less anxious and somehow I just want to keep quiet than telling my traumatic story that makes me insane of crying which I thought its really creepy when everytime it pop on my mind.
At least I won't get to see that crazy stalker ever again because I don't know what will happen to me once that he trys to look for me again. Please don't let me feel that pain I had for 3 years and at least let me live for a peaceful life without a nightmare haunt me down