11.)breakups

We got to lunch and I sat down next to will since he had been waiting."Finally what took you guys so long." will said "sorry professor sprout wouldn't stop talking." addy said. We all sat down and grabbed some food."so sky um can i talk to you." will said. Oh no i hope i didn't do something."um ya" i said worried.

He grabbed my hand and pulled me out into the empty hall.'is everything ok." i asked he looked down and  wouldn't look at me."um what did you smell in potions today." he asked me. Oh no this is about draco being my "soulmate"."um mint, apples, and a expensive cologne why." he looked at me this time sadness in his eyes. "So you didn't smell me you smelt..Draco?" he asked and that last part hurt me because it wasn't will. and everyone knew.

"Yes but that doesn't mean anything to me. Will look at me." i grabbed his face with my hand and looked right into his brown eyes."just because thats what that potion said doesn't mean it changes the way i feel about you, i love you will i really do and nothing is changing the way i feel." i said trying to hold back tears.

I have a feeling i know what is gonna happen."it doesn't matter. Now that i know i'm not meant to be  with you it's draco so maybe its smarter to just…" i grabbed his hand tightly and he stopped in the middle of his sentence. "Look i love you too sky but i now know you're meant for someone else not me." he said. I could feel the tears coming into my eyes.

"Please don't end us because of a stupid potion, please. I don't care what that potion says about who he is to me. He can never fill in your place." i said and i felt a tear run down my cheek."it's what is best for you, i am not meant for you i--" i grabbed his face and kissed him trying to tell me that we are breaking up. He grabbed my hands and pulled them away from his face.

"Please sky, you know i care for you no matter what but it's best for us both," he said freezing. I know he didn't want to end things but he was going to do it anyways."please don't" i said feeling more and more tears. "sky im breaking up with you." he said and i couldn't look at him, because if i did my heart is gonna shatter again. I didn't care i just ran i didn't know where to go but i went running.

I ran to my dorm room since no one else was there. I decided to just skip the rest of the classes today since i didn't want to see him. Not today at least. I was laying in my bed crying the entire time. I sat in the dorm wearing one of wills quidditch hoodies he gave to me. It comforted me having a part of him around. I don't thing addy knows that he ended things with me yet but ill tell her. 

It was around dinner and i decided to go to dinner.i changed back into some clothes but not my school uniform.  I headed down to the slytherin table and sat next to addy." hey where were you you missed the rest of our classes." she said looking rat her food."um i was in our room." she look up at me and furrowed her eyebrows."i'll tell you later." i said and she nodded.

We sat there for a minute and we finally finished. We all went up to our dorms. And since i had around 1 hour till i had to meet draco. Me and addy went into our room. "Um so the reason why i skipped the rest of our classes is because will broke up with me and i didn't want to see him at the moment." i said looking at the ground. 

"Wait what, why did he do that?" she said sitting on her bed across from me. "He said that since me and draco are "soulmates" he thought it was better off for the both of us and that we should break up. I tried to convince him that i don't care what that potion smelled like. I told him that i loved him and tried my best but he ended things." i said trying to hold my tears back because i didn't want to cry again.

She got up and hugged me. Once it hit 6:50 i had to go because it takes a minute to get to the astronomy tower from here. Here comes the fun.