CRUSH

I have a crush on you,

This is a simple word,

But why I can't speak it to you?

I do not have a courage to tell you,

Why?

Because I'm too ugly for you,

I have too many flaws,

That you will find it disgusting,

I'm not pretty like my friend,

I forced myself to not let speak that word to you,

I scared that you will reject me,

I scared that you will stay far away from me,

I scared that you will hate me,

I have too many dark stories,

I do not have any good memories,

I just want somebody to hold me,

Hug me,

Support me,

Advise me,

Say sweet word for me,

Encourage me,

So that I can walk thoroughly with this dark spot that I have in me,

Why I can't get everything that I want,

It is because of me?

I can't stop thinking that all of this is my fault,

Please like me for who I am,

Don't leave me alone,

I'm scared..