Chapter #9: You Never Deserved Her

I was threatened!!!! Scared to hell" said Ryan

nervously.

"You were about to kill him" said his mother while pointing her finger towards him

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"Mom!!! He knows about that night. How!!!!" He said nervously.

His mom gave him an annoying look. She was also shocked to acknowledge that.

"Are you serious" she asked him as she move quickly towards the wine placed on the table. She opened the bottle in nervousness and pour some wine in the glass.

"We tried so hard Ryan you know that but everything is again on the edge of the knife" she said while quaffing the wine.

"Don't worry mom I will handle it. We got this" he answered trying to relax her.

"No!! She yelled at him.

"You had already messed up things. You won't do anything" she said while he nodded his head.

"But... and before he could say anything further

She cross talked

" You are gonna destroy everything Honey" she said trying to advise him.

"What do you want me to do mom" he said waiting anxiously for her reply.

"Just act normal. Leave everything on me and your dad. We got this don't worry" she tried to satisfy him.

He stared her for a moment. Wiped his tongue over his lips and then walked away.

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Farhan was in his lawn with Noman alongside him. They were sitting on chairs drinking orange juice. Farhan's face was not in a good condition. He had stitches on his face especially on upper side of his eye brow. His lips were not in good condition. His left eye was swelled. Ryan had damaged him a lot.

"He nearly killed me" said Farhan looking straight ahead.

"Why would you say that" asked Noman.

"You know I enjoyed his rage. His rage was like giving me strength. I was feeding on his rage" Farhan said anxiously while staring him.

"I think you are out of your mind. What are you talking" asked Noman annoyingly.

"Leave it you won't understand" said Farhan as he took potation of juice.

The doorbell rang. Farhan looked at Noman as he stood up and went away to answer the doorbell. Farhan was expecting Kristin on the door.

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Ryan reached the Perce's where his boys were waiting for him. The parked his Audi on the side of the road just near the front door. Rushed inside Perce's. He was very tensed. He looked around and his eyes caught his boys sitting at the very end having beers.

He accompanied them.

"Hey bro what's up" Duke greeted him.

"Things are fucked up" said Ryan addressing him.

"Bro chill don't worry I got this. He is a freshman. I have connections" answered Duke trying to satisfy him.

"No you don't understand Duke" said Ryan as he leaned forward.

"We will teach him a lesson and our names won't even come out" Duke answered trying to calm him as he looked stressed.

Ryan just started him not saying a word.

"Bro I was out of the town for few days and look what college had done to you" said Duke while laughing.

His boys were staring him. They had never seen Ryan so tensed before. They were listening carefully to every word delivered from his mouth.

"Bro he know what happened that night!!!!" Said Ryan trying to keep his voice as low as possible as he leaned toward Duke.

After hearing those words Duke face expressions suddenly changed. Before hearing those words he was laughing trying to make him relax but now he was himself tensed. He stared at Ryan and only said

"How" as he took a deep breath.

"I don't know but I am certainly sure he is holding some information" Ryan said as he was stressed as hell.

"Duke trust me if this news get out we will be destroyed you know that".

"Don't worry I will do something" Duke answered as he was in his deep thoughts and staring at the beer bottle.

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Farhan was thinking that Kristin will greet him from behind as he was holding the glass of juice.

He could now hears the voice produce from the tips of heels as they were striking the ground. It was love only love which excited him everytime when he was blessed to see her face.

But this time he was wrong. It was not Kristin.

How are you" she greeted him in a mature voice from behind him.

And before he could turn around to inquire her she sat in front of him cross legged.

He looked at her. She also had blonde hairs. She had red dark lipstick applied on her lips. She was wearing a full white gauze flowers embroidered dress with half up half down hairs.

He could estimate that it was Kristin's mother. He felt a bit nervous but she had calmness on her face fully relaxed.

"I am fine" he answered trying to calm himself from excitement rushing in his body before.

"I heard you ran into a fight after college" she inquired.

"Yes but its sorted out" he answered as he tried to satisfy her.

"I am afraid not. We are called to principle office" she answered in a tense mood.

"I am not informed yet I guess" he answered as he was unaware yet

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"You are beaten badly. Haven't you complained to authorities" she inquired.

"No it's our matter and I think its sorted out" he answered as he got even more nervous.

"My daughter is a sensitive girl. I know she is very social and trust people too fast and for this she always had paid the price" she tried to explain to him.

Farhan listen to her carefully and inquired

"What do you mean I don't understand"

"Actually I came to know that you both were hanging out while we were out of town and you know she just wanted a friend" she told him as he got even more nervous.

"I am not able to understand what are you saying" he said annoyingly.

Noman was standing alongside them. He was just listening to every word delivered from their mouths.

"Can't you see you are destroying her. Haven't she paid enough for you. I have never seen my daughter in that condition" she said as her tone changed.

Farhan couldn't say a word. He just stared her annoyingly.

"We have only one daughter. She is our only child. I know you love her but that not good for her" she said in a breaking voice

"But she loves me" he said.

"Do you love her" she inquired as she looked him straight in his eyes.

"More than myself and can do anything to protect her" he answered.

"Then let her go. Protect her from yourself. I beg you" she answered as tears poured from her eyes.

" I can see the fire of love in her eyes for you. She will never listen to me but only you can make her understand. Will you do it for me" she said as she was a begging him for her own daughter.

" You don't have to cry" he answered her.

" You are like my own son. But as your mother cares for so I do for Kristin but son YOU DON'T DESERVE HER" she answered him. She stood up wiping her tears from her cheeks.

"I should go now" she started to walk away. Farhan followed her to his doorstep. She had a black Rover waiting for her on the road in front of his home.

She sat inside. He saw Molly on the driving seat.

The only words that pierced him and shattered his feelings were YOU DON'T DESERVE HER. He was thinking deep. He couldn't notice when the Rover left. He was so deep in his thinking.

His mind was now accepting that she was right. He don't deserve her. He walked into his room while those words still haunting his mind that he didn't deserve her.

Her locked him from inside. Noman couldn't dare to knock the door or ask him whether he was all right. He knew how much he loved Kristin and how deep he was hurt.

His mind wasn't working at all. He didn't knew what he was thinking. He took out that packet from his pocket and poured some powder on the table.

He started to arrange them in fine line as he was thinking about Kristin

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First sequel that hit his mind was the sweet words delivered from her mouth.

"Hi handsome!! Right on time. Is everything all right" that day when he was walking on college footpath and she greeted him from behind.

Then his mind revolved about that kiss they had in that peaceful and beautiful place. But he couldn't feel that pleasure now. He could only imagine that image formed in his mind about how he bowed to her offering her cup of tea. How she smiled and how they kissed when nature's surrounds them only.

Tears started to pour out from his eyes. His rolled the dollar bill and leaned to sniff the fine lines powdered but suddenly he started to hear

"SON BELIEVE. YOU ONLY HAVE TO BELIEVE IN YOUR SELF" it was his father voice.

He looked around but he couldn't see his father in his room. He could only hear his words. He hesitated a bit. Tried to pull himself back but he couldn't bear those words delivered from her mother. He closed his eyes and sniffed the first line.

His eyes got closed and face upwards. Now he could feel relaxed and memories and thoughts washed away from his mind. Sniffing the powder hurted his nose and forehead a little but he leaned again and sniffed the second line. Now he lost control. He fell on the floor eyes closed. The dollar bill flies away from his finger. He was lying unconscious, sleeping like a baby not caring about anything around him. A layer of joy filled his body and it was his best moment after that harsh and piercing words.

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Molly was driving the car. Kristin mother was sitting alongside her looking straight ahead deep in her thoughts.

"What did he say" Molly inquired.

"He let her go so easily I never imagined that" she answered deeply.

"I know that. She was just a playdate to him. He aleays used her body" Molly answered.

Mr.s Stewart stared her giving her annoying look.

"He never loved her. She is so innocent. She let him use her body" Molly answered trying to be intelligent.

"No I don't think so" Mr.s Stewart answered as she was still in her deep thoughts.

"And why would you say that" inquired Molly.

"He let her go. He let me pair in his eyes to his heart. And I could feel his love" she answered.

Molly never knew the worth of her words. She kept driving the car without answering.

"What will be her reaction. Don't tell her" her mother said to Molly as she stared her.

"Don't worry I won't. It's for her own benifit" Molly satisfied her as they drove the car.

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