Chapter 16: Letting her Go!!
"I don't know???" He answered while in his deep thoughts.
He was with Jimmy in his home. They were sitting on the bed while Farhan drinking beer from the shiny heavy bottle.
"It's hell" he answered to horrify him.
"But why me!!! I am only a boy. Why is he interested in me" he answered curiously.
"Who knows but I warns you dont go for it" jimmy answered him.
"So you want me to suffer those in this world and wait until I am also killed cold blooded" he answered him as he drank a mouthful of beer.
"There must be a way. There is always a way"
Jimmy addressed him. He stood up in an instant and faced him while he was busy drinking beer.
"Why won't you choose her and grow old with her and have children happily".
"No I can't" he answered him but he was not looking at Jimmy.
"So she was just a playdate to you HAHHH!!!" He answered him to hurt his feeling as he was thinking that he was impressed by Di Vinci.
Farhan placed the bottle on the table and stood up. He walked towards the window as he stared outside the window towards the railway tracks.
"Cant you see how much I had hurt her and if I spent anymore time with her I am gonna hurt her even more. I love her but I cant" he confessed to him still looking outside.
They could hear the train engine hissing sound approaching nearer and nearer. He could heard it's bell that was warning people to get out of the way.
"She deserves a good person who will make her life a heaven not me!!! I am dragging her to hell".
"She will be in lot of pain" he acknowledged him.
"I know that!!! She will cry and will be hurt. It will be a hard time but she will go through it!! Trust me she will and then she will be happy and will forget me" he turned to him urging him that he was doing right for her.
"Will you be able to. I think she will try to find you whatever it takes" Jimmy inquired him anxiously
.
"I am gonna tell her myself. I am not gonna disappear" he answered him.
...............
"Why not now" he mummered to himself as he stared him as he took his decision. He wore the coat and walked away.
He walked all the way to her home with thousands of thoughts his mind. His inner voice would force him to turn back but he wanted to do it for her sake.
He knocked at her door. It was a pleasant morning as the sky was clear and the sunlight was enriched of Vitamin D.
Mr.s Stewart opened the door. She looked at him surprisingly. Her eyes was like asking him thousand of question while she blocked the way inside the house.
He prefered to answer her. He just told her to satisfy her.
"I just wants to meet her for the last time. You were right" he answered as he kept his voice as low as possible.
After hearing his answer she just shove her head and let him in her house. He could now see her calmness and how relaxed she was to see his answer. He walked inside while his saw at the floor. He looked at her and she pointed her finger to the stairs.
He entered her room. She was in the bathroom.
"Kristin!!!! Are you inside" he inquired her while standing at the door.
"Farhan is that you!!! Wait coming" she answered from inside.
He waited for her until the bathroom door opened. Her hairs were wet as she had rolled a towel around them
.
Her beauty was like a rose but he considered himself a thorn. But thorn also prevents others from plucking and damaging it.
"Hey hansome" she greeted him and gave him a smile
.
"Hii!! I need to talk to you" he answered her while observing her.
She was looking at her self in the mirror.
"Okay!! But let's have breakfast before. It will be your first breakfast at my home" she offered him as she cleaned her spotless face with a tissue.
"No!! I am full" he answered her as she was distracting him from what he intended to confess.
"I know my mom was harsh on you. But dont worry she has accepted you"
She unrolled the towel and Slicked back her hair from her face.
Her face was shining in the mirror. He Hazel eyes were as innocent as a deer and as beautiful as a rainbow.
He approached her from behind. He placed his hand on her should as she was busy. She observed him in the mirror behind her. He was looking down and was extremely tensed.
"What is it!! Has something happened?" She asked him anxiously. She turned around as she was anxious. She raised her head gently upwards with her hands but he couldnt look her in the eyes.
"What is it" she asked him tensely.
"I am sorry!! I loved you but!!!!" He answered her while he got emotional.
"What do you mean!! Has my mom said anything!!!! MOM!!! MOM!!!" she screamed but he stopped her.
"I AM LETTING YOU GO!!!!! I DONT DESERVE YOU" he confessed her with a flattering voice as tears started pouring from his eyes.
He never broke free from the idea that rooted his mind by Mr.s Stewart and always considered himself guilty.
"Don't go!!! I beg you. How will I live without you" she pleaded him while crying as she held his cheeks with her hands. It was like needles pricking in the middle of his heart but he knew he had to let go.
He freed his face from her hands gently. She was taking short breaths. He leaned and kissed her on the forehead as their tears splashed on the floor.
"You will!!! Trust me my Love you will!!! I trust you" he whispered to her. She sat on her bed as he turned around and walk away slowly. He was wiping his tears all the way downstairs.
........................
Mr.s Stewart was waiting for him anxiously. She felt him with burden of pain and sorrow. He stood still in front of her.
"She is gonna be fine!! Dont worry" she assured him in a calm voice as she wiped his tears from his eyes.
"I need a favour!!! Will you, Please...." He pleaded her as he couldnt continued. His tongue wasn't supporting him because of the guilt and sorrow he had grown inside him.
"Yes!!! My dear what is it" she asked him in a sweet and soothing voice.
"Will you please bring me her photo!! I WANT HER CLOSE TO MY HEART!! ALWAYS!!!"
She thought for a moment as she was trying to think where their family album was.
"Okay!! Just wait a moment" she whispered to him as she walked in a room.
He just stood still gasping taking short breaths. He could heard her crying upstairs. His soul wanted to rush upstairs and kiss her and not let her cry anymore but he couldnt. He couldnt dare to face her now.
Then he saw Mr.s Stewart with an album in her hand. She handed over the album to him.
"Take any photo of you desire!!!" She facilitated him
.
He opened the album. Turned the photos until a photo caught his sight. She was standing in a field.
She was holding a rabbit in her arms while smiling at the camera. Her hair were flying back due to wind while her broad smile showed her innocence. The rabbit was still as it long ears were touching her chin.
He tookout that photo,placed it in his pocket and walked away with tears and regrets from her house. She was staring at him from her window. He never looked back.
...................
He called Definate.
"Let me in I wants to do it" he answered him in splattering voice before Definate could greet him.
"Ok!! Send me your location. I will be there" Definate confirmed him.
He waited for him in a park just sitting on the bench staring at her photo until he saw a young lad just few years older than him approached him.
"Are you Farhan!!!" He asked him.
"Yes but who are you" he asked him awkwardly as he folded the photo and put it in his pocket in an instant.
"Definate send me. He was talking about a crisscrossed dark hairs with shiny face. I was right. Let's go" he answered him. They walked to the car.
Farhan never doubted him. His mind was only thinking about in which condition Kristin will be.
"By the way I am Joe the doe" he answered him with a joy in his voice.
Farhan didnt answered him. He just gave him a look.
"You looks sad" he inquired innocently.
"Where are we going" Farhan prevented to start the conversation.
"To Di Vinci. He was waiting for you Definate told me"
"Where is he" Farhan inquired him.
"I guess he ran into a problem that's why I am here" he laughed to himself and continued driving the car.
They drove out of the town. He was never to that place. It was quite a beautiful place but with no building and no proper roads until they stopped at an enormous villa.
................
It was a white huge villa surrounded by huge walls with a never ending garden at it's front. He could see guards heavily armed at the gates and to every corner of the villa all the way up to the top. He saw tons of black Range Rover with tainted black windows.
Joe stopped his car at the gate. He leaned out and guided them to open the gate. They opened the heavy gate and they drove inside. He parked the car at the side.
"Let's go" Joe answered him. They went out of the car and started to walk on the footpath at the middle of that never ending garden with trimmed aligned grass.
He saw a swimming pool at on side with pure blue water. Near the villa he saw Di Vinci sitting with a man dressed in white vest just shoving his head as Di Vinci was taking to him.
"I told you to Find Lucas and bring me his head!!! I thought you were capable" he heard those words from Di Vinci as he approached near him.
"You Escortment!!!!! Sirrrrr!!" Joe answered him with a smile
"Oky!! You may leave" he addressed the man in white. He stood up and left in a instant
"So you made a right choice!!! My Boy!!!" He greeted him." Come have a seat"
Farhan joined him while joe stood still. Di Vinci poured him some wine and passed the glass to him.
"I think I had to. No other way I have!!! I guess" Farhan answered him as he grabbed the glass.
"There is always a way but it's up to us to make better choice" he advised him as he took potation of wine.
"Where is Definate" he addressed Joe.
"He just called me for you escortment. He told me he will be back" joe told him in respect as he himself not knew where Definate was.
Di Vinci shove off him head. He placed a gold plated Magnum on the table.
"Will you fight by my side" he addressed Farhan.
Farhan without any hesitation answered him "I will"
"And will you be loyal whatever it takes" he continued.
"Yes I will" he answered him in a low voice.
"Will you spill blood in my name. Careful to vow I also mean yours in case" he warned him.
"I will. You are my family now" he assured him.
"Well congrats. Drink some wine with me" he slides the gun towards him. Farhan grabbed the Magnum and started observing it carefully.
"He never offered us that" joe talked to himself.
...................
Until the gate opened once again. Farhan leaned behind and saw Definate dragging someone inside with an AK47 rifle in his other hand.
He approached near. Almost 5 men were walking along him. Farhan could see his face stained in blood while the man barely breathing.
"Motherfucker!!!! Fuck you!!!" He abused while gasping.
Di Vinci stood up without saying a single word.
"He Fucking setted us" he answered angrily while talking heavy breaths.
"It was a trap in Lucas name"
Di Vinci approached him. He was lying on the ground with just his chest breathing up and down rhythmically.
"Where is Lucas" Di Vinci asked him politely.
"I dont know. Please spare me!!! Have mercy" he begged him for mercy as he couldnt delivering his words properly.
Di Vinci took a long breath.
"I am your family!!! Please!!!" He pleaded again.
"Motherfucker" Definate yelled at him as he reload his rifle and pointed it at his head.
"Wait!!!" Di Vinci ordered him.
"Thanks!!! Thanks!!! I knew you will be merciful" he gasped as his breaths were not allowing him.
"I want you to kill him" he addressed Farhan.
Farhan hesitated a bit then took the Magnum and stood in front of him.
He pointed the Magnum at him while his hands shaking.
"Oh comeon" Joe once again addressed himself.
Di Vinci observed his eyes carefully.
.....................
Farhan mind sequels that memory once again of that hunting day with his father.
"He will be orphaned. She is his family my son"
"Okay dont kill her if he will get orphaned" he heard innocent teenage voice of himself.
"Now you are a man!!!! Remember family is everything" he heard his father's advise.
He placed his finger on the trigger. Held firmed his grip on Magnum to prevent his hands from shaking.
"Please... Please!!!!!" He begged as he closed his eyes.
Farhan aimed at his back instead of his head. Magnum banged as he pulled the trigger and the bullet went inside his back.
He screamed due to pain. He was crying and he squirmed and twisted on the ground due to pain. Farhan shot another bullet and it hit his shoulder tearing his skin and breaking his socket joint.
Di Vinci observed as he was relishing his pain. Joe and Definate stared him. Then finally Farhan blew his head wide open as flesh flies around. His face also stained with his blood. He lowered his Magnum.
Definate and Joe laughed Due to joy while Di Vinci placed his hand over his shoulder.
"No compromise on family!!! No place for traitors" Farhan mummered to himself.
"NO PLACE FOR TRAITORS" Di Vinci repeated his words as he was impressed by him. He raised his hand and screamed
"Party on me!!! TONIGHT"
They screamed with joy. Farhan just stood silent staring the body.
NOTE: VOTE,COMMENT AND SHARE IF YOU LIKE THE CHAPTER. ALSO EXPRESS YOUR OPINION.
THANKS