Chapter 4 - The Dairy

I walked towards my room and opened the very first page of the diary and started reading, "Dear son, I don't have much time to live and I'm sorry I can't feed you or walk each step with you. I don't know how to write in a decent manner or whatever I'm writing in my way so be mature and read the whole scenario."

*Scenario begins*

"I'm the popular girl in the college, every boy wants to sleep with me, I fight and abuse a lot too. One day I was fighting in the library with two guys because they abuse my mom (your granny) and everyone was staring at me except one guy, he was reading books. After the fight, I walked to him and sat in front of him, he was looking like a nerd. I asked his name, he didn't reply to me and I can't tolerate this so I threw his book. When he bends for picking up the book I pushed him and he felt down, then I started laughing at him and all the other students also. He didn't say anything and walked towards the door.

I don't like his attitude so I followed him, he was walking towards home and I was behind him and drinking vodka. He didn't know that I'm following him. He reached home and closed the door then I threw one little stone on his window and I was drunk.

Three boys saw me like this and came to me for fun and trying to touch me, he saw from the window and came down. He holds my hand and takes me to his house, those 3 boys were asking to have fun with me but he stared at them and closed the door.

He gave me a fizzy drink and take me to his room, his room was well maintained and he has so many books. I hold his hand and push on me and kissed him and touching his back. He denied and cover me with a blanket, took his book from the study table, and closed the door.

After I woke up, he gave me a cup of coffee and asked "Why you were following me last night?"

"I want something from you," I said while looking at him in a libidinous way.

He felt uncomfortable and left from there, I hold his hand and he started shivering then I said "just kidding, as you are good at reading books so can you help me with a college project?"

First, he thought then he said, "yes of course but on only one condition, you have to treat me normally don't touch me or give awkward feelings".

"hahaha! okay, I'll give you a name" I said.

"I've already one, you can call me Jonathan," he said.

"No, I'll call you.....Jonny" I said with a smile.

"Thank god! I thought you gave me names like a nerd and all that", he said while taking a long breath.

We both went to college together he was feeling very shy and walking while maintaining distance. I was walking along with him and smiling at his behavior, not even a single guy behave with me like this ever. Everybody used me and never cared about me but he did and he has the chance to do so but he denied it.

After reaching college, we both were sitting in the library and he was helping me with my studies, and I constantly staring at him.

One guy came to him and then they both walk to the boy's toilet, I didn't know him and after a couple of minutes, he came with little scratches on his face.

I asked him "What happened to you why you have scratches on your face and why you seem so afraid?"

"Nothing let's go from here," he said and then he picked all the stuff so fast and started walking towards his home.

I was walking with him and he was feeling so upset, as soon as he reached home he locked himself in a room. I wanted to make a coffee for him (I'm bad at the kitchen) so I messed all his kitchen for searching the coffee powder. I scattered the flour and some pulses too, after making bad coffee I walked towards his room and knocked.

He opened the door and smiled a little and holds the mug, we both were sitting in his room and he took a sip of coffee, he seems like "eeeewww it's so bad and so bitter in taste" from his expressions but he told me "It's nice, but not that much. Come with me I'll teach you how to make a coffee".

He was shocked when he looked at the kitchen, all the stuff was messed up and he said "You were playing war here? why didn't you told me I'll make coffee for both of us".

"You were upset so I thought maybe I'll make your mood a little better," I said with little fear from his scolding.

He laughed and then he said "It's okay, I'll clean it all" and started cleaning.

I was feeling something because no one ever treated me like he did, so I build little feelings for him. I also started helping him, I was cleaning the dishes and he was cleaning the floor. I was wearing a mini skirt so he was a little distracted with my nude nourished legs, suddenly I saw him he nimble and moved his head but I don't felt shy. I wanted him to see and remove his shyness so bend little and seduced him.

I can't tell you this scenario because you're my son and I want you to be a good person so I end this moment and because of that moment, you came into this world.

After that, we took a long rest and I fall in love with him I purposed him and he said yes, we spend the whole day together and he made me feel like I'm a Queen.

The next day we both were walking towards college and that same guy came to him and said "Come with me you little skunks" while grabbing him tightly.

"He is not a skunk, fucking moron get the hell out of here and leave us alone," I said angrily.

"It's okay dear I'm coming back in a while wait for me," he said and walked with that guy.

I was so worried about him and roaming here and there, after few moments he came again with some more scratches, and seems like they fought with each other.

"Again he fights with you I swear I'll kill him," I said with a very angry and loud voice.

"Come with me I want to tell you something very important," he said and we started walking.

He took me to the top of the hillock cover with plants and trees, we both were alone and he hugged me and said "Sorry dear!".

"For what?" I said with a confused expression.

"I want to tell you all my story, when I was a kid no one came near me and everybody ignores me in school, bully me and tease me for my nerdy personality. I never had any friends, my parents always fought with each other. My father was an alcoholic and beat my mom every single day. We were very poor and I used to stole money from my father's wallet to read books and novels. When I was 21, my parents and I were in the car on the highway going hometown, I was sitting in the back seat reading a fictional novel and my parents were fighting. My father raised his hand to slap my mom and suddenly one truck hit our car, my father didn't control the car and our car got busted very badly.

I could not see anything clearly and then I was unconscious. I woke up in some government hospital and a nurse came to me and said that I was in a coma for 1 year and my dad and mom died. I was shocked to know that and laying at the hospital bed and crying, suddenly 2 nurses came with another patient on another bed with a ventilator beside me, the patient on the ventilator was sleeping. After both nurses were gone, I saw a mark on his neck as same as vampires give on any drama movies.

I know this because I read some novels and drama movies about vampires, I want to get a clear version of that mark so I tried to stand up but I forget to took out the cannula and my hand started bleeding a little. He woke up and jump on me, he bites my hand but he didn't get much time. It was like a bite for 2 seconds and I was shouting so the nurses started running to our room and that patient pushed me and jumped out of the window. The nurse calls the other staff members and dressed my hand and gave me some injections. Next to the next day, the hospital allowed me to walk home so I completed all the paperwork and reached home.

My home was so messed up, I cleaned everything and started focusing on my future. I do jobs at night and study at day. Then I met you in the library and that guy who beat me, he wants to sleep with you and their friends too. I challenged them that I will have fun with her. He was that same patient who bites me at the hospital, he was a vampire, and his friends also a vampire he has more powers than me. I also transformed into a vampire and after we both have our cute and lovely moments, I fall in love with you and I realized what I did so I know how to kill vampires. I arranged a silver knife and hide it in my jeans. When that guy came, he started bitting me, teasing me, and talking dirty about you so I hold my knife and stab 2 times in his heart and run from there. I love you and I don't want to lose you so I told all my story".

I started crying and shocked because I never expect this from him and then I said: "You know why I love you so much? because I trusted you, you are not like others. You cared about my feelings but you're the same as others".

"Sorry, I know I don't deserve your love or I don't have any rights to do this. I love you" he said and I can see the truth in his eyes.

"When I was a kid, my father gave sleeping pills to my mom and fuck me every single night. I can't tell mom because she loves him, but I don't like him. One day when he gives a pill to my mom and then came to my room, he slaps me 4 times and forced me to give a blowjob to him. I bite his manhood and punched his balls then pushed him to the wall. I pushed him hard that his neck hit the table corner and he died. I was crying on my bed and so scared. When my mom woke up she came to my room and saw everything and she hugged me and took my crime on her head when the police arrive.

She went 5 years in prison because of me and I didn't have anything to eat or survive properly. My uncle helped me a lot but he also fucks me and told me one thing if you want help you need to become this type of girl. So I became this but when I met you, you have a chance to fuck me but you show care for me and that's why I love you so much. It's okay at least your guilty next time don't hide anything from me, promise?". I said

He hugged me tight, kiss my forehead, and said "Promise dear, I'll never hide anything from you".

Suddenly 2 guys came and those guys were the friend of that guy whom Jonny killed, they were also a vampire. They started beating Jonny and I tried with all my force but they pushed me and I hit from the tree, Jonny took out the same silver knife and stabbed one of them. The other one jumps on him and they both fall from the hillock.

I stand up and saw that they both fell into the water (it's a pond full of alligators) and I tried to jump but the police came and hold me. I saw blood in the water, police couldn't find anybody. After a week, I came to knew that I'm pregnant and as you're a mixture of human and vampire, you started growing very fastly. If I gave birth to you then I'll be dead so I decided to give birth and my mom was a nurse so we delivered the baby at home only and I started writing my whole story in this dairy.

In the end, I just want to say that I'm sorry, I can't walk beside you when you grew up, your mom and dad will not be with you. We love you so much please never hurt anyone. "