Chapter 19

Chapter 19

Katie-

It made no sense.

I wanted to be mad.

I wanted to be furious, but at the same time I wanted her to hold me.

I wanted to crawl in bed and cuddle.

Have her tell me it was for the best and then tell her it was OK.

I wanted to mean it though.

I wanted to be OK with it.

The weird part was that I kind of was.

It was more like I felt like I shouldn't be but I didn't have a choice.

Like I was completely fine with it all, but I was going with my gut that told me I should care more.

She just glared.

I didn't know how to read her.

Dani: 'Excuse me?'

'How am I supposed to react? It's like all I want is to stay attached to you, but something tells me this isn't right. That when this whole blood bond passes, that I'm going to be upset.'

Dani: 'Watch your tone. What if I say you're staying in my bed anyways? I don't need you going around and getting hurt again.'

'In a practically empty room? With an air mattress?'

I snapped.

Dani: 'I said watch your damn tone!'

'I need a drink.'

I was so confused.

I picked up my plate and threw it away on my way upstairs.

Out of nowhere she appeared in front of me as I was about to go up the stairs.

Dani: 'What the hell do you think you're doing? Throwing away perfectly good food because you're in a mood?'

'In a mood? Are you serious? You just told me you destroyed my life, but all I want to do is have you hold me right now! Excuse the fuck out of me for being human. Maybe you forgot what that's like.'

She stepped aside.

I went to the study and looked at the bottles.

Tequila would usually knock me out so I grabbed the bottle and turned to see her in the doorway.

Startled, I dropped the bottle but before I could look down she's holding it in front of my face.

'What the...'

Dani: 'My speed shouldn't be a surprise at this point.'

I took the bottle and went to her bed with her behind me.

Before I knew it the chain was around my ankle again.

'Am I really not allowed space?'

Her face changed, and voice matched.

Dani: 'I will ask once, and only once. Please, don't pull away from me for what I did. There are so many things you don't understand.'

We were nose to nose.

'I just think, it would be better, if you gave me a little...'

She was gone then appeared again reaching for the bottle.

In attempts to push her hand away I accidentally struck her face.

The next thing I knew I was flying off the bed and into the wall.

Catching my breath she appeared again, grabbing me so quickly I didn't even have time to react.

She had me by my hair and we were at the door that led downstairs.

Only seconds later we were down stairs in front of a cage and I felt terrified.

Dani: 'Take off your clothes.'

'What? Why?'

Dani: 'Because I said so.'

I stripped to my underwear and she examined me.

Dani: 'Get in.'

'Are you serious? Dani I'm sorry if I...'

Dani: 'Do I need to throw you in myself? Do you think pissing me off more is a good idea?'

I crawled into the cage feeling broken.

A bottle of water was thrown at me. I noticed the bottle of tequila and I was left alone.

I tried to sleep so I could see her, but my anxiety and the chilly room wouldn't grant me the sleep I prayed for.