Chapter 19
Katie-
It made no sense.
I wanted to be mad.
I wanted to be furious, but at the same time I wanted her to hold me.
I wanted to crawl in bed and cuddle.
Have her tell me it was for the best and then tell her it was OK.
I wanted to mean it though.
I wanted to be OK with it.
The weird part was that I kind of was.
It was more like I felt like I shouldn't be but I didn't have a choice.
Like I was completely fine with it all, but I was going with my gut that told me I should care more.
She just glared.
I didn't know how to read her.
Dani: 'Excuse me?'
'How am I supposed to react? It's like all I want is to stay attached to you, but something tells me this isn't right. That when this whole blood bond passes, that I'm going to be upset.'
Dani: 'Watch your tone. What if I say you're staying in my bed anyways? I don't need you going around and getting hurt again.'
'In a practically empty room? With an air mattress?'
I snapped.
Dani: 'I said watch your damn tone!'
'I need a drink.'
I was so confused.
I picked up my plate and threw it away on my way upstairs.
Out of nowhere she appeared in front of me as I was about to go up the stairs.
Dani: 'What the hell do you think you're doing? Throwing away perfectly good food because you're in a mood?'
'In a mood? Are you serious? You just told me you destroyed my life, but all I want to do is have you hold me right now! Excuse the fuck out of me for being human. Maybe you forgot what that's like.'
She stepped aside.
I went to the study and looked at the bottles.
Tequila would usually knock me out so I grabbed the bottle and turned to see her in the doorway.
Startled, I dropped the bottle but before I could look down she's holding it in front of my face.
'What the...'
Dani: 'My speed shouldn't be a surprise at this point.'
I took the bottle and went to her bed with her behind me.
Before I knew it the chain was around my ankle again.
'Am I really not allowed space?'
Her face changed, and voice matched.
Dani: 'I will ask once, and only once. Please, don't pull away from me for what I did. There are so many things you don't understand.'
We were nose to nose.
'I just think, it would be better, if you gave me a little...'
She was gone then appeared again reaching for the bottle.
In attempts to push her hand away I accidentally struck her face.
The next thing I knew I was flying off the bed and into the wall.
Catching my breath she appeared again, grabbing me so quickly I didn't even have time to react.
She had me by my hair and we were at the door that led downstairs.
Only seconds later we were down stairs in front of a cage and I felt terrified.
Dani: 'Take off your clothes.'
'What? Why?'
Dani: 'Because I said so.'
I stripped to my underwear and she examined me.
Dani: 'Get in.'
'Are you serious? Dani I'm sorry if I...'
Dani: 'Do I need to throw you in myself? Do you think pissing me off more is a good idea?'
I crawled into the cage feeling broken.
A bottle of water was thrown at me. I noticed the bottle of tequila and I was left alone.
I tried to sleep so I could see her, but my anxiety and the chilly room wouldn't grant me the sleep I prayed for.