Chapter 8

Chapter 8

Dawn -

I started to wake up feeling warm and peaceful until I realized where I was.

There was a slight panic when I realized whose naked body was wrapped around mine.

Before I could put much thought into it an alarm started going off and she jumped awake.

Practically ignoring me she reached over my body to turn off the alarm.

She started to stretch and grunt behind me, but I was frozen.

She moved her lips behind my ear and spoke in a rough morning voice.

Dani: ‘Good morning good girl.’

‘Morning Ma'am, I should get back to my room so I can shower before breakfast.’

Dani: ‘You certainly need the shower, you smell like straight up sex, but there's no reason to run off. I have two perfectly nice showers you can use.’

‘Oh, thank you, but I, um....’

Dani: ‘Hey roll over. Look at me.’

I did as she said feeling nervous and uneasy.

She held my cheek and looked into my eyes.

Dani: ‘Talk to me. You assured me last night that you were ok with everything that happened. What's different this morning? Are you ok?’

‘Sorry, I just haven't, um...I mean since she passed away it's been a really long time...’

Dani: ‘Since you played or since you slept with someone?’

‘Both.’

Dani: ‘Ok. Are you regretting what happened or just processing? You were in a pretty good head space, you may just be dropping.’

‘I don't regret anything, I just, I don't know I feel emotional.’

Dani: ‘Can I kiss you again?’

‘After last night I feel like asking is kind of silly.’

She smiled and gently pressed her lips to mine.

Dani: ‘Towels are on the rack in the bathroom along with rags. In the medicine cabinet there's unopened tooth brushes. I'll sit you out something you can wear on the counter.’

She kissed me again.

Dani: ‘Unless you would rather shower together.’

‘I wouldn't complain about the company, but I'm guessing you have plenty to do.’

Dani: ‘I still have to shower. You're not the only one that smells like last night.’

‘This all seems so surreal. Two days ago I felt so nervous I almost threw up before our first meeting. Last night you pulled my pants and panties down, then spanked me until I was totally spaced. You wrapped me in a fuzzy blanket and got me chocolate. You cuddled me and scratched my back then played with my hair for like an hour. Then you asked me if you could kiss me and take my clothes off. You carried me to bed and gave me the first orgasm I've had in probably six months or longer, then gave me about four more.’

Dani: ‘It's been an eventful few days for sure. I just want to make sure you're ok with what has happened and everything that will happen.’

‘I am, I feel like I needed it more than I even knew.’

Dani: ‘You were used to having that release regularly, to suddenly be without it has to be hard. That's why I said that even if we still go slow with the things we explore together I think you need to play at least once a week. Some people compare it to therapy. Keeps them grounded, let's them process things.’

‘Yes Ma'am.’

Dani: ‘When we play I'll want you to spend the night. Not that there's any pressure for sex, but it has always been one of my favorite forms of aftercare, which tends to be a great way to ensure a good night's sleep. I want to wake up with you and make you breakfast. I'll actually prepare you a goodie bag to carry with you throughout the day if you have classes, it'll have snacks and things like that.’

‘That's very nice, thank you Ma'am.’

Dani: ‘Within the next few days I want you to make the first entry in your digital journal we set up. I want a brief overview of what happened, but more so want you to focus on your feelings. How you felt in the moment and how you feel throughout the day as you process. If you get any major cravings I'll want you to document those as well.’