You hate me. I know.
You love her. Everybody knows.
You make a perfect couple. That's the obvious.
But I have always liked you. Then I came to like you so much that it hurts, cause I know I should not. Then I learned to love you. Until it became even deeper that I started to regret everything that happened which led me closer to you.
Now, I truly regret it as much as I love you. But Neil.. I don't wanna Regret No More.

Regret No More

Thinking hard about it, what happened last night comes flashbacking in my head in a glimpse. 


"What the hell are you doing?" he asked with hatred evident in his eyes. 


Mixed with anger, the pain pushed me to kiss him again. But this time, I'm kissing him as if I want to hurt him. Like a monster, killing this guy who doesn't even know how to save himself. But for me, I'm killing him through my kisses. 


Then, I sat on his lap, not breaking the kiss. 


"Okay... I'm done. This will be the last time that I show myself up to you, Neil", I said. 


But he suddenly held my waist, then bowed his head to kiss me. I accepted it wholeheartedly. 


Until he stood up, carrying me with him to his room. 


He placed me on the bed, breaking the kiss for him to undress himself. 


He then kissed me again in a rush, then starts to undress me too. 


Regret 14