CHAPTER 14

In the days that have passed that I have been confined here I have been writing a lot in the notebook. And I put everything I know. I can't say but someone is urging me to write it there. In those days he was kind to me because he said he didn't have any proof that I killed him.

He also becomes alert and doesn’t hurt me. The former Alexander I met was different in my eyes. Before he's just a hindrance of my studies. Now he looks like my boyfriend. Yes I am a man but I can do nothing but gradually fall into his trap. Then in the days we were together he still continued to play football.

They won the match so today his whole group had a party here. He gave me something nice to wear and he said "Be humble to them and act like my wife. Please avoid being sarcastic okay?" I don’t understand what he means but I promise I’ll be fine later and won’t ask for help from anyone in his groups.

Because I'm not stupid and childish to beg others. I could save and protect myself without asking for help. I used to say that I could get out of here in my own way.

He seemed to notice when I came to him that I was sarcastic so maybe he said so.

"Umm. Mom, what foods are you going to prepare?" I asked mom who is now busy cooking. Xander got the cook's case for later.

Mom is our maid here and I love to call her that.

"Ah, sir xander requested that pure pasta be served. They won't be satisfied right away. Pesto is the best dish and a little chicken." She said.

"Ah mom.. can I make another dessert?"

"Of course sure." She smiled.

I immediately prepared to make Chocolate pudding and their fresh mango shake. Many other foods have been served besides pesto and caesar salad.

Soon they will come here.

The living room was also set up for them and the table itself was set up to place the food. I miss them, mama and papa.

Even kuya damian but I understand alexander's situation. He was angry yes but because he was left alone and his sister died. It's okay for me to get hurt. Just me.

Call me masochists and that's fine with me, as long as xander won't harm anyone then it is really fine. I said yes, I understand his anger and situation so it’s okay.

I love him? Do not know. I finished making the chocolate pudding so I went upstairs to get dressed because xander also called me on the phone to say they were close.

I also took a bath so I just got dressed. I only wore a simple pastel color polo and white ripped jeans.

I looked decent and seemed to have no physical pain.

Sometimes he still hurts me when I'm not in the mood and I can answer him or the one who refuses what he wants.

I'm going crazy. I was too dependent on what he wanted to do to me.

"Come in. come in coach." He inserts them in the chin. I heard the car up here. Only when you are rich do you have a car. Most are already BMWs.

I just stayed here because I was embarrassed to come down.

"Where is he?" I heard him ask so I immediately went into the room and sat on the bed.

Fuck I was nervous but I was embarrassed to see him. I heard the door open so I turned to him.

"Hey." he said.

"Hey." My answer.

"Let's go downstairs. They're waiting for us." He smiled.

"Uh, do I really need to be there?"

"Ofcourse.. Let's go." He approached me and suddenly touched my waist and sniffed. "Fuck ..." he said and moved his head closer to my neck.

"Xander?" I will ask.

"I-i love you.." he whispered.

"Huh?" I asked because of the weakness of his voice. He immediately walked away and looked at me.

"Nevermind. Let's go I'm hungry." He let me go and went out first. What the heck? What's that? He is blushing.

Is that drunk? But he did not smell of alcohol.

I followed and I heard his friends downstairs having fun.

They only stopped making noise when they saw me on the stairs. What's up? I have no mud or dirt ah. Xander went down first so when I went down I stood next to him.

"Oh.. Mister Tan. What are you doing here? Aren't you in California?" He asked as I stopped.

My grip on xander's arm tightened even more.

"Ah that.. haha it's because before jayden forgot something but he'll comes back there. But because someone is taking care of it, so he stay a while with me, right?" He looks at me.

"Ah yes. Mama and papa know alexander so he was the one who was taken care of while I was taking care of him."

"I see.. it's a pity and you won't be the Magna of the Ateneo anymore. But it's okay because you're in the second and best university." He smiled. Of course. Alexander will definitely come up and speak there.

I was saddened by what I thought. "Congrats to you." I tried to smile.

Xander introduced me to all of them and to their new companion. When I confessed to this, I was horrified by what I saw.

"Jayden. This is Jaylen also a member of the team." I could not speak because of stupor. I'm scared ..

"Hello jayden. I am Jaylen." He smiled at me. Gradually my vision became blurred.

"Hey? Jayden." Xander was with me but I just realized that I was going to pass out.

His face was worried as the man next to him was smirking and just looking at me.