[Edited]
Sophia's POV
I was Fucking pissed at myself. I liked Alex but how could I like Alex. I shouldn't like him. I shouldn't like anyone. Can I even love anyone after Eddie. He ruined me for any other person. No one will ever love me. Nor do I think I can love anyone.
Not even Alex. That realisation hit hard. It hurt. Even if it wasn't he who told that. I could feel it. That he would never like me the same way I like him. He can have any girl he wants. A slim beautiful girl. He would never want me a girl who is just thrown away. A girl who is worthless. A girl who is a sl*t. A girl who is tainted by her past.
He wouldn't want someone like me. He definitely wouldn't and I don't deserve him either.