Chapter 22

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It has been a week since everything happened with Alex and that girl. After that I realised that I have no right to be jealous of those girls. Alex is Alex and he will always be like that. But that does not mean I don't like him anymore. I actually wish I could get over him but I can't, not so easily anyway. He hasn't been with girls after that, well not that I know of. He might have gone to them without my knowledge.

Amelia asked me the next day about what happened the other day. I explained everything to her. She wasn't exactly pissed at him or me. She was more upset that it did not happen . She says that she is supporting ship Sophex. Whatever. I know that he will never like me like I like him and I refuse to be one of his girls. I will not allow him to play me.