Chapter 8

A girl was standing next to an empty window crying deeply with great sorrow on her heart. She felt guilt knowing that she doesn't have done anything to let him survived. She knows how painful it was to him, someone told her that his last wish is to see her, "What the world seems not to understand?" I am waiting for him to be revived, but it seems that one hour had been passed by since he left, the doctor needs to take all the apparatus on his body because they said it might burden him along if he continues.

The oxygen is the only apparatus that made him lived, they tried everything to survived him, but he's not fighting back anymore.

She saw those little tiny tears fall into his eyes,

Alex' .. if only I could take back time, maybe I just have made the right decision for you.

Maybe you're still alive now.

It was all the guilt that was there. .

A girl standing right next to her asked her.

Did you ever felt the guilt now after what happened?

She is about 5'6 inches, and has a glowy eyes, she has a tan skin type who has pretty face.

Who are you? Isabella asking her.

My name is Jeanna, Why are you crying? Is it what you wanted too?

What are you talking? Isabella tries to guess what she's wanted to tell her.

What I'm trying to say, you have all the time to let him know, you have all the chance to change the fate. How come did these things happen?

What do you mean? And little that she know, Isabella had to step back and tried to escape from the crazy girl she thought she could have escaped then.

The reason why you're here, it is because you have made these decisions, it's more than the debt, you knew that.

She have to continue stepping back not until Fedel called him.

She hugged her tight, knowing that the girl on her back was now gone, who is she, why does she know me? Fedel was little worried,

Are you okay?.. He tried to act calm knowing that Isabella was acting weird these past few days.

She says she can see different people she might have familiar with.

Are you okay? He continue to comfort her until she had recovered.

All was going to be fine. Just trust the process.

Fedel..

What do you mean? At some point she was in a state where her mind speaks of something she can't understand why these all happening.

Isabella listen, rest for a moment, don't think too much, you will know it later.

The sudden death of her brother brought her to depression, she almost have killed herself, she have tried to drink a lot of sleeping pills to escaped the burden and confusions on her head.

At the point Fedel was on his way to the empty room of the hospital, he saw her lifeless.

And that he have to rush her to the emergency room.

He's little desperate to know, where and when these started?. He tried to contact her friend, someone who could know the reason and solution to his questions.

But only his dreams have answers, he always dreamed of her in a different world and life closely asking him to help her get a bunch of flowers she picked on the riverside.

He always have the idea and thoughts that his dream might be the answer and that the reason why there fate was destined, it's because of one reason. And that's the thing he must need to know from a friend who can see past lives.

He switched his phone on, the moment they got on the hospital he let his phone off knowing that he could give his full time to Isabella, he wasn't want anyone would call him and that would made Isabella feel that she's alone.

Thanks to the help desk earlier who give him the phone numbers for emergency contact person, incase he won't able to help Isabella recovering easily with a lot of dosage she drunk. He understands her, she's depressed the moment she witnessed the savage death of her parents continue flashing back, and now her brother just died.

He directly contact Jelu, a friend since highschool.

A girl who has the special ability to see unnecessary things in the past, the reason why it happened and how it will come and overcome.

"Good morning" .

I know you were calling.

A little tiny voice was on the other line, Is she still joking? at the back of his mind.

I need you now' .. I know you were able to help me. The reasons, the purpose and my dreams are slowly becoming real.

And how can I help you if it seems that your dreams are true? Why wouldn't you help yourself now?

How? Jelu listen..

I know it was unbelievable but please believe me that I don't know where to start, how to get through the process. He asked her.

I always end up like these! I do always look very horrible to you Fedel. I have told you on our highschool you will need me at some point, but what you have done?

You keep on insisting I'm crazy and I need a psychiatrist for a check up? and now you were able to see those things inappropriately you would asked me a help? No way!

and that without any undo, she disconnected the call.

The reason why she's like that it's because she had a little grudge on me in her heart, she told me she had a crush on me. And insisting we're perfect together, but I felt her being my sister than anything else. And I understand how she reacts, that way I know she cares for me.

I tried to contact her again, and without reason she declined my call.

"What the heck am I going to do now?"

I still don't know what to do, Sarah was with Isabella, at this moment I let her take care of her since I still didn't know on how to make these things easier for her.

Isabella's mother who have adopted her needs to settle for Alexander's funeral. Sometimes I understand why Isabella needs to do that, the reason? After the things she experienced? There is no reason for her to fought for, but she need to fought for her life simply because I know there is important purpose on it.

I hope and pray for your recovery my love, it might not be easy, but I will be waiting for you to come back to me.

The only hope he had now is to remain calm and always let her feel never she had alone, and that she can always lean on to him.

The hall way was covered with a sudden pain and sufferings.

It was all coming from the heart of the people in the hospital that was all rejected by the world.

"If you'll keep on hiding from the shadow, it might be scare you not to reveal your purpose".

That strange feeling looking back to what's already are happening, something requires a lot of sacrifice, submission and sufferings to conquer and break the root of it.

The only thing for her to survived, is to know the root and beginning of everything.