(Kyle)
I shove my chemistry books into my locker and slam the door, connecting my fist with the metal.
Shit.
What am I even mad about?
Malory and I aren’t friends!
Maybe I was expecting too much.
Maybe I thought things were changing.
Who the fuck does he think he is talking about some bullshit rivalry?
And why did I get so riled up that I couldn’t even talk to Ron after that?
Why am I so angry about it?
I genuinely feel like if someone were to poke me right now I’d explode.
Maybe I should just-
No.
That just wouldn’t be right.
People will suspect things.
Too much could go wrong. The dumb production would be jeopardized by my absense. The principal could call my uncle. Malory knows where I live.
There’s no way out of this.
I punch the locker again, and students around me all stare at the sound of the abrasion before they silently creep away.
I’m not in the mood.
What am I going to do?
I back away from the locker and rush off to the boys’ toilets, but as I bend the corner, I bump into him.
The asshole.
I trip backwards at the impact, and so does Adrien.
“Davidson! What the hell happened to your face!?”
My heart stops.
Adrien’s annoyed eyes go wide with concern.
I fix my hair. Malory didn’t help me out with any cover ups because of our falling out. She didn’t show up and she didn’t try to talk to me. I regret what I said to her. But what can I do about that now?
“It’s none of your business,” I tell him.
He steps back and raises his hands in surrender, “Okay.”
I can’t believe this is happening.
I walk off, and head towards the field –stopping behind the bleachers.
No one ever really goes there. The bleachers were never as popular as people think they are.
I drop to the ground behind it. I know no one will find me.
My heartbeat is so fast I feel faintish as I clutch my chest.
I gasp for air.
I can’t breathe.
What am I going to do now?
What’s Adrien’ going to do?
If that prick rats me out I’m going to be in another huge, unwanted mess!
I run a hand through my hair and grip at it tightly as heavy tears make their way down my cheeks.
I let go of my hair and look down at my hands –they’re trembling uncontrollably with anxiety.
I clench them into fists but my hands don’t stop shaking.
I drag my legs upward to hug them to my chest.
I rest my forehead on my knees.
Breathing is so, so hard. I feel like I’m choking.
What do I do now?