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The next morning I'm up early as usual and as usual I didn't get enough sleep or any sleep at all. It's the nightmares that take up all my sleep and they just keep coming. Every night they're the same and sometimes they're different but they're always nightmares. I've snoozed my alarm for the third time now and it's already pass 6 going to 7. I'm just laying in bed trying not to think of the long day ahead. I could just skip school, mums not in town anyways but I'd rather pass time in school than be alone with myself thinking about all the messed up stuff in my head and life. I sigh knowing I've got to stand up and get ready for school before it's too late. My hair has loosened from the braid I made the previous night and now its all tangled up and in my face. I brush it to the back and slowly stand up still half asleep.The rooms dark and I can't see a thing so I open the blinds quickly but soon after regret it because sunlight shines through the window, pieces my eyes and I squirt shielding them with my hands from the sun. The warmth of the sun makes my skin feel warm and makes my body yearn for my bed again so I quickly head for the door and leave my room before I decide to skip skool and be miserable.