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What the hell is going on? I think to myself. So he attends my school now too what's the big deal God? Are you punishing me or something? I sigh and find my way to the stairs that leads to the roof. I can hear the children in the other classes deep in conversation and I slowly walk up the stairs. When I finially reach the roof of the school I smell the fresh flowers that they've grown up here. Sunlight shines through the glass windows that closes the roof from top to bottom and it makes me smile. The warmth on my skin makes me relax and the sun shining on the bench looks like it's calling me to come sit.I walk to the bench and sit for awhile doing nothing. I'm just looking straight ahead and I don't know what I'm doing or what to do. God?are you there? Are you listening to me? I just wanna say that I've... That I've got a lot of respect for you and I just want to ask what the hells going on in my life? Are you giving me a messed up life on purpose or don't you like me or something? When I'm done all I hear is silence and I sigh. What was I expecting anyway? Some cool voice coming from above answering all my questions and then turning my life into one big fairytail huh?The bell rings for first period and I push my hair out of my face while slowly standing up.As I walk down the steps I wonder if God heard me since he's a busy man an all. Is God even a man what if God's a women? I smile at my thoughts and open the door leading to the hallways.Some are either walking to class or standing at their lockers talking to one another and I take my phone out to see what I'm getting but before I could open my gallery I hear a voice behind me saying, "We're getting life science." I smile and turn around already knowing who it is and say, Sorry I forgot I've got a walking timetable of a friend. Wuhan smiles and her cheeks pops out which makes her look like a toddler waiting for her grandma to pull her cheeks and I'm exactly that grandma.