Chapter three

School ended as soon as it started and I was grateful for that."I'll see you tomorrow, okay and can you tell Mia to get well already the three musketeers ain't shit without her," I say smiling at Wuhan. Wuhan laughs and says, "Yah sure, are you sure you'll be okay alone at home I could come over." "Nah I'm okay the house ain't that creepy and plus I've got my invisible buddy Casper and you've gotta do your stuff," I say reassuring Wuhan that I'll be okay.She looks hesitant for a moment but then hugs me really tight and says, "I really appreciate you even if I don't say it that often." This makes me freeze since I don't usually do the hug thing and she knows this but this time I just smile and hug her back. As she walks down the street I smile and turn around still taken aback by the hug, I definitely needed one though so I don't mind.I put my headphones on and this makes me slowly go into my own world. I pass children on bikes and some girls jumping rope and this makes me smile, it makes me think of the days I did such things. It makes me think of simple days, days with no stress... Beter days than the ones I have now. I remember coming home from school and not evens bothering to do homework."I hated school and what's the point in doing homework if you're going to get it wrong anyways?" I had said to myself and mum was no help with homework. She has no patience at all I'd end up crying or I'd feel like I want to disappear and I guess that kinda happened over the years. I just dissappeared and the things that made me good went with me. I'm not the person I use to be or even wanted to be... Sometimes I don't even recognize myself in the mirror and sometimes I hate being me because the me I am is not the me I wanted to be. I sigh, turn the volume up and start to walk faster down the road.