"Being a teenager is tough...you're still trying to figure out who you are and where you fit in, it's all about self discovery Heather," My therapist says in a calm voice.  "We are here to help you honey but we can't help you if you don't help yourself," My mother says with a voice filled with pity.Everyone around Heather sees her as this unstable teenage girl who clearly needs help but they don't know for sure what's wrong with her and neither does she. In this book of self discovery, love, passion and daring friendship Heather tries to make sense of who she is and if she's really insane, everything falls in to place with "1000 ʟᴇᴛᴛᴇʀs ᴛᴏ ᴍʏsᴇʟғ." In my head I am sane but in theirs I am not...

1000 Letters to myself

The next morning I'm woken up by two little girls running down the hallways laughing. I smile and as if they could sense that I was awake they come running into my room saying, "Good morning Heather! How did you sleep? We hope you slept well and oh Mum's calling you downstairs for breakfast." I smile and say, "So I don't get any morning hug hey?" Tina and Mina both smile and jump on my bed to come and hug me. 


They've got matching pajamas on and this make them even more alike than usual even if they're twins I can still see who's Tina and who's Mina. Tina has Aunt Megan's wide brown eyes and Mina has Adam's Small narrow eyes. I laugh and so do they,"Girls come on down for breakfast we don't have the world's time," Aunt Megan shouts from the kitchen. "We're coming," I say out of breath and tickle the twins as I get up. 


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