Differentiate

"There will be a lot of things that's going to happen from now on but somehow, I feel nothing different.

"I thought my life will be different when my knees are healed and yet, it's still the same.

"The only thing that is different is my body. I have prosthetic limbs, my gene got enhanced and my knees are back to it used to.

"With all of this combined, I almost feel like I'm chosen or something, that's why the heavens give me a second chance.

"However, such a delusion is a pitiful way to escape from reality. I wonder how people escape from delusions they are in? Do they realize they are delusions in the first place?

"Wouldn't it be cool if I can make one person escape from their delusion? Then again, it is a hassle."

Talking to himself was something he was fond of. He debated with himself but tried to look at things from a different perspective. He tricked his mind he's talking to someone. He did it when he's in a dilemma about something.