Chapter VII

Chapter VII

-3rd P. O. V

As lonely night passes by, Shin became more numb with the pain he's suffering from. In the other side of the world the two Alpha's are enjoying their life without sending a message or a call to Shin like they completely forgotten about him.

For Shin he wanted to spend his last few months with the people he cherish the most but he couldn't because of the fact that they didn't care about the pure hearted boy. The only thing he can do inside Jake and Jacob's house is lay down and stare at the ceiling or watch the cars passing by till sunset.

Going to the hospital alone, walking at the park and enjoying the tasteless food by himself but he is thankful to Finn for keeping in touch with him they became friends after a few days having a bright and friendly person helps coping with the loneliness.

They do meet ups a lot and Finn started to get suspicious of Shin's condition, he saw one time Shin coughing with blood and he is a lot weaker than he expected. Finn can't deny the fact that Shin is like a delicate flower but he looks so pale for his own good.

He gathered his courage and asked Shin about his worries.

"Shin, umm- Can I ask you a question? "- Finn

Right now they're inside Finn's favorite bakery.

[They both love bread]

"As long as I'm capable of answering your question"- Shin

Shin gave him a reassuring smile.

"Are you sick? ill? I know we only met a few days ago but you're already like a brother to me"-Finn

He gave Shin a worry look.

"I haven't told anyone about it so it's quite hard to find a good way to say it. Yes, I'm ill"-Shin

"What illness?"-Finn

"Would you mind coming to the place I live? I'll tell you everything"-Shin

It's been awhile since he talked to someone like this he doesn't know if it's the right choice but he would like to try for the very last time to trust a person to the fullest.

Finn is quite baffled and confuse about the situation and he is a very detailed person seeing where Shin is staying he thinks he must be filthy rich.

[Why do we need to talk at his house is it that bad to say it in public?] that kind of thoughts Finn is having right now but he choose stay silent he respect Shin for it.

Entering the house Finn saw a lot of flowers especially the Hyacinth Shin's favorite flower of all. Shin offered him a cup of tea and they sat at the sofa you can see shin looking quite hesitant to say a word he now in his own world of being pensive.

"You don't have to force yourself to say it"-Finn

"Don't worry. It's fine just everything I'll say to you can you keep it as a secret?"-Shin

"Roger!"-Finn

At that moment Shin finally decide to tell him about his condition and about his lovers.

"I'm dying"-Shin

"What do you mean by that? Shin"-Finn

With that two words made Finn look doubtfully to Shin [maybe he's just joking, right?] he doesn't want to believe Shin he knows how painful it is to lose someone you cherish and love.

"It true, I'm dying even if I take the transplant there's only a little bit of chances that it's going to be successful and extend my life span"-Shin

Shin gave him a smile.

[How can he still smile like that, it hurts me.]

"What about your family? Or maybe Boyfriend? I'm sure they're doing their best to find a way"-Finn

He doesn't why but he's crying, they just became friends.

"Family? They abandoned me a long time ago. I actually have two lovers I haven't told them about it"-Shin

Just thinking about them break his heart, [I wonder if they still think of me as one, lover]

"Why? Shin you have to tell them"-Finn

He is still crying and wondering why he didn't tell them.

"I can't"-Shin

"Why!? "-Finn

"Because I'm not sure anymore if they even consider me as their lover, I started to get suspicious why they're not affectionate and coming home lately and all my thoughts are true they have someone else. I'm not important to them anymore they couldn't even celebrate my own birthday with me"

That's when his tears drop from his eyes, he couldn't keep his composure and let it all out. Finn sat beside him and hugged him the only thing he could offer now is to lend his shoulder for Shin. "Jerks" that the first word he could think of when he thinks of Shin's boyfriends.

"Why are you such a softy?."-Finn.

It was already late and Finn does not want to leave Shin but he resist Shin knows that there's someone waiting for Finn, his beloved Alpha.