I woke up mid day fresh and refined. Got a nice hot shower and did the after essentials then put on my O.O.T.D. I dropped my curls , put some matted red lip stain on and made my way downstairs. I ignored every single request from my workers and looked lifelessly at my parents and brother along with those from last night while eating breakfast. I sat at the table spewing a dull good morning specifically to my parents and started eating; ignoring the stares I feel ripping through me. I had this look of nonchalance none could comprehend and I smiled asking my dad if I could go. He brings me in for a hug while mom soothes my fingers.