Crislovesyou

A will be lesbian love story that is full of my own fantasies and manga addiction and emotions and love so i hope you guys like it make sure to check my elder novel wish took me 3years to start posting it so hope you have fun and support me with a like and sharing my work.

May i kiss you

Dinner with someone new someone I didn't have years of relationship with,felt really nice I wasn't in my bed eating ramen nor leftovers.


I took my chances to admire her character and behavior,what I've concluded ,is her brain is far ahead of her age.


She talks bluntly about what she's dealing with,also she is being herself with people which I'm adoring.


To be clear ,my heart skipped a beat when she came into the restaurant looking beautifully flawless owning everyone's attention.


Standing at my doorstep she smiles,and I smile back as well.


"What's up"i ask her being the nosy one


"No-no nothing -she scratches her eyebrow thinking "it's just you'r nose looks like a tomato,and it's not that


My brow furrowed for no reason "ill take that as a complement"


Her lips form a smile ending with a smirk, and bites on the lower lip distracting enough.


I clear my throat then unlock the door ,stepping in


She grins and again with the cute self scratching "maybe next time, i got a lady that would kill me if I didn't show up"


"All right"I said"drive safe"and she smiles backing to her car and waved bye and unlocked the door.


Yawning through the hall of my room,i change into black p-jays.


I know i want to sleep but the sleep isn't functioning well in my brain,i kick the covers of.


And grabbed my phone,bag,and coat,and literally sprint down the stairs directly to my car.


What can i say im a workaholic ,ever since i have no one to come home to.


I let out a deep sigh,leaving my chest empty,plopping on my bed.


My eyes tend to close in a helpless try to sleep,but it doesn't want to happen.


Taking my self aback,back to the beautiful lady,how she dressed up perfectly,making me struggle with stairs which I enjoyed.


Just how she speaks her voice,takes me to wonderland and back to where i lose it all.


I feel myself grinning hard, and that's the time when it hits me,she just went through a break up,not only that,but she invited me in.


And my dumbfounded self declined,I mean she seemed offended,but she recovered fast.


Okay,okay,okay,I should text her and apologize,maybe it would make it better,now or later I kept questioning myself.


10 minutes passed and ive made up my mind,text her in the morning, and it's going to be okay.


At least I'd hoped it will,or im just making a fool out of myself.


All right,stop it ,don't overthink it shhhh


And I just take deep inhale followed with an exhale accompanied with a sigh.


My hands searches for the alarm that doesn't want yo be found,and I helplessly get my lazy body up.


Going for my morning jog,back home,showering.


Fully clothed,i stroll downstairs,and sad surprise,my mom making out with her ms.foster.


I casually make my way to the kitchen, and clear my throat" good morning"i smiled"im off to school and im staying at Elena's,have a great day"


And I surprisingly waited for her approval,which caught her off guard,but glued a smile on her face.


Blew a kiss to her and got in my car,lighting a cigarette and jamming to some music.


"Good morning,how did your leftover night went"I hit send hoping I didn't leave a bad first impression.


Gladly enough i made a stop refueling gasoline,my phone buzzes 


"Morning,it wasn't so satisfying but I managed,I'll call you at lunch.


I grinned and singed along with the song.


Chapter 15