Chapter 15: The Truth

The Next Day

I can't be the only one who has had fantasies about my crush right? I just didn't expect any of them to come true! 

"Daryian?"

"Yeah?" 

"Can I ask you something?"

Why do I feel like he's gonna ask if I'm gay? 

"Yeah, go ahead!" 

"Would you have sex with a guy?" 

I am blushing- WHAT THE F*CK!

"Uh- I don't know-" 

"Daryian-"

"Can I at least know why you ask?"

"I'm just wondering."

"Oh- well it just depends on the guy I guess."

"Okay."

"What about you?" 

"Same as you, depends on the guy." 

"Okay. Would you makeout with a girl and a guy?" 

"Uh- I don't know. Maybe?" 

"Well you makeout with me so I was just wondering."

"Okay, fair enough. How about you?"

"Um- YEAH!" I exclaimed.

I am NOT telling him I'm gay at this very moment- or should I? 

"Okay. I'm tired."

"We just woke up like 4 hours ago?!" 

"Don't care, goodnight!" 

Roman quickly rolled me on my side and cuddled up behind me. I want to tell him I'm gay today. I AM GOING TO DO IT! 

                        🤦‍♀️Dumbass

Me- I need you!

Dumbass- Yes??!?!?!

Me- I wanna tell Roman I'm gay today. 

Dumbass- If he doesn't except you, I WILL BEAT HIM!!!! 

Me- CHILL! I'm gonna tell him when he wakes back up. He just fell back asleep. 

Dumbass- Okay. Just text me if you need me.

Me- I will. Thank you!

Dumbass- Anytime, Dayday! 

She is sweet but a psycho. [Ava Max Reference] And now- we wait for him to wake up. This is going to take FOREVER! 

2 Hours Later

"Daryian, why aren't you sleeping?" 

"I couldn't sleep and I didn't want to wake you if I moved."

I didn't want to move. 

"Why would you want to move?" Roman winked. 

"Oh my God! I didn't!" 

"Oh- you didn't?" He winked again.

"Stop with the winking!!!" 

He winked AGAIN. "Nope, it's cute when you're frustrated." 

He thinks I'm- CUTE!?!?!??! 

"I am NOT cute!" 

"I can make you think different." 

"Oh, really?" 

"Mhm." He rolled his body on top of mine. "If I kissed you, would that prove anything?" 

"Not really." 

"What if I gave you a tease?" 

"No, Roman!" 

"What if I had sex with you?" 

SAY WHAT?!?! 

Hi again! I'm just trying to bring your hopes up! Sorry! Don't worry, the only one that didn't happen was the last one. Back to the story- Author

"Daryian, you're cute. Now, shut up before I make you shut up."

"I would like to see you try!" 

"Bet!" He grabbed my hands, tied them above my head, and gently put his lips on mine. Dammit- why does he always do this to me?! 

"Roman-"

"Shush!" 

He always tells me to shut up! 

"Roman- it worked."

"Haha! Let me continue then!"

I couldn't say no. He continued to kiss me until I couldn't take it anymore. I NEEDED to tell him.

"Roman-"

"What, baby?" 

"I have something important to tell you…"

He sat up. "Please tell me." 

"I- I-" 

"Daryian- don't be scared. Just tell me!"

"I'M GAY!"