Chapter 61

The moment his head was held, Fu Yuanzhou was taken aback, but he soon discovered that Xie Lin's eyes had been closed open and he was looking at him, and Xie Lin could only do so.

Did Xie Lin not fall asleep, or was he awakened by him?

Fu Yuanzhou had such thoughts in his mind, but Xie Lin soon began to kiss him deeply, so that he didn't have the energy to think about other things and responded intently to Xie Lin.

It was not until the kiss was over that Fu Yuanzhou became ashamed afterwards. Sneaking in in the middle of the night to steal a loved one's home, what did it sound like, Xie Lin opened his eyes in the middle of the night, and saw that someone beside the bed was not scared, but immediately recognized him and kissed him back...

He thought a lot, but he was still embarrassed anyway, his face flushed, intermittently not knowing how to explain his behavior: "I..."

Xie Lin got up, took him into his arms, sat down with him, and asked him, "Why come to me and have a nightmare?"

"I just want to see you." Fu Yuanzhou shook his head and answered sincerely.

Xie Linfu opened his forehead and kissed his forehead: "I'm here."

A very simple sentence, but it seemed to have magical powers, which gradually calmed Fu Yuanzhou's emotions.

The initial restlessness and shyness passed, and the sour and full feeling filled his heart. He silently leaned on Xie Lin and was silent for a long time before saying, "I want to ask you a question."

"Good." Xie Lin said.

"If we say that if there is no second sex in the world, only men and women are involved, in most cases men and women are in contact with each other, and the same relationship will be criticized. Only women can get pregnant...

Fu Yuanzhou organized his own words, taking the situation of his previous life as a hypothesis. He wanted to understand Xie Lin's thoughts. He wanted to know why Xie Lin had never confessed his thoughts to him.

"...You said that no matter what gender I am, you will like me. In this case, you will also like me, right?" Fu Yuanzhou asked a little nervously.

"Yes." Xie Lin responded.

Fu Yuanzhou's heart was slightly tingling, and he asked, "Will you still confess to me?"

Xie Lin looked at him for a moment, then gently shook his head: "No."

This answer was in Fu Yuanzhou's expectation. He could vaguely feel why, and his heart became more painful, but he still wanted to make the final confirmation with Xie Lin: "Why?"

"For your own good." Xie Lin said, "I don't want you to make a choice-whether you want me or someone else. When you are with me, you have to abandon a lot of things, and you will be sad."

"You once said that you would not consider associating with a man." He lowered his eyes, "I never thought you would choose me, not to mention that in a hypothetical environment, you would not fall in love with me."

"No, I will like you..."

Fu Yuanzhou heard uncomfortable, and immediately hugged Xie Lin and kissed him proactively. What Xie Lin didn't know was that he had experienced it once. All the ideas were deeply ingrained, but now he still likes Xie Lin. , I like him very much.

"You said you are for my good." He said to Xie Lin, "but you are the best. How can I be good without you?"

Xie Lin's breathing was stagnant, and they hugged each other. Fu Yuanzhou could feel his heartbeat speed up instantly, and then realized what he had said and his face flushed.

"It's yours now."

Xie Lin's eyes were deep and his voice was a little hoarse. He took Fu Yuanzhou's hand and touched his face, eyes, nose, and lips with his fingers.

"this is yours."

He continued to slowly lower Fu Yuanzhou's hand: "This is yours."

Then he put Fu Yuanzhou's hand on his heart, the position of the heart.

"This is yours too."

"I'm yours."

Under the dim light, Fu Yuanzhou looked at him silently for a while, then suddenly jumped on, threw Xie Lin onto the bed, and kissed him with his head down.

That night Fu Yuanzhou slept here in Xie Lin. Because it was a big bed room, the two of them did not feel crowded when they slept together. Fu Yuanzhou did not forget to hold Xie Lin's hand while sleeping.

The temporary mark that Shen Xigu gave him still exists, but it is gradually fading. During this period of time, he has become more and more accustomed and fond of the breath of Xie Lin, which can make him feel at ease like never before.

He was immersed in the breath of Xie Lin, his own pheromone still has another Alpha residue, perhaps because these two pheromones existed at the same time, he dreamed of the past again, Xie Lin is here, and Shen Xigu is also there.

This is the first time Shen Xigu has returned to China with him. He took Shen Xigu to his home as a guest and naturally saw Xie Lin and Yu Fei.

"This is my girlfriend, Xiao Fei, and this is my Xiao Xie Lin. They are also cousins."

When the four people met, Fu Yuanzhou introduced them separately: "This is Shen Xigu. A good friend I met on the Internet is Lorenzo. I have mentioned it to you before."

"Hello." Shen Xigu first stretched out his hand and greeted them, "It's nice to meet you."

Xie Lin looked indifferent, and Yu Fei smiled and chatted with Shen Xigu. The atmosphere was not very warm, but it was considered harmonious, at least Fu Yuanzhou himself was quite happy.

"By the way, I have heard the piano music you wrote for Yuan Zhou."

Shen Xigu's gaze turned to Xie Lin. This time he was called by Fu Yuanzhou's name instead of a screen name, as he always called him in front of Fu Yuanzhou's acquaintances.

"It's very nice and..."

He smiled and didn't say anything. Xie Lin glanced at him and remained silent. At noon, Fu Yuanzhou wanted a few people to have a meal, but Xie Lin said that he had nothing to do with him, so he got up and left.

He acted very coldly from beginning to end, and didn't even look at Shen Xigu. After he left, Fu Yuanzhou worried that Shen Xigu would be unhappy, so he finished the game: "Don't care. He usually does this. It's true not to eat. If something happens, he's very busy. It really doesn't have an opinion on you."

"It doesn't matter." Shen Xigu smiled softly, "I understand how he feels."

"Huh?" Fu Yuanzhou didn't understand.

Shen Xigu didn't explain. He glanced over Yu Fei, and said with a smile: "I must feel uncomfortable looking at it every day."

...

Fu Yuanzhou woke up from his dream and stayed quietly for a while with his eyes open.

At that time he didn't understand what Shen Xigu was referring to, but now he has gradually realized that both Shen Xigu and Yu Fei in the previous life could see that Xie Lin liked him, but they didn't say it, and he himself failed to realize it. .

He felt sorry for Xie Lin at that time. It was obvious that Xie Lin was the one who accompanied him for the longest time. However, he had never noticed Xie Lin's feelings for him.

After interacting with Xiao Fei, he saw Xie Lin's silence and dissatisfaction, and thought about the reasons, but his perception was wrong. He thought Xie Lin felt left out, and never thought that Xie Lin might also like him.

If he changes his position, it is because he can't help Xie Linqiu, he will definitely feel uncomfortable to leave alone, his emotions cannot be expressed, and he will be driven crazy by watching the person he likes interacting with his cousin.

The room was very warm, even a little hot, he still leaned in Xie Lin's arms quietly, even if Xie Lin discovered the secret kiss, he kissed it, but Xie Lin didn't wake up.

This time he will cherish Xie Lin.

The next morning, Sister Cheng sent them back. They didn't stay in the hot spring for long, because there was still a lot of homework, and the auntie came back in the afternoon. Fu Yuanzhou had to hide it from her and not let her find out.

Yu Fei sent them a message. He said that he could not go back to live in the recent period. His parents must keep him at home for a period of time, and his mother's body has not fully recovered. He can only listen to them and say he Will often visit Fu Yuanzhou.

There are only three people left in the apartment, Fu Yuanzhou, Xie Lin, and Auntie. Sometimes after the aunt fell asleep, Fu Yuanzhou would go to Xie Lin quietly, but he could not sleep with Xie Lin because the aunt would wake him up in the morning. .

Everything is similar to the original life. The field has become more busy recently. His team has successfully reached the finals. Recently, he is making final adjustments with his teammates. He often doesn't come to class, but he will come to watch whenever he has time. Look at Fu Yuanzhou.

Ran Shutang has to prepare for math competitions, and has rarely appeared recently, but Xie Lin has successively handed over the work of the student union, and the position of the chairman of the student union has been handed over to the next one. He was approved to not attend the evening self-study before. The time together is more than before.

The weather is getting colder and the New Year is approaching. Dr. Sun comes regularly to do temporary markings for Fu Yuanzhou. Shen Xigu's pheromone is very dangerous, and Fu Yuanzhou is susceptible. The original diagnosis said that his temporary markings will last for a month. , But in fact, in addition to this month, it took more than half a month to completely subside.

"Okay, there is no problem, your body is recovering very well, there will be no residual pheromone."

Fu Yuanzhou went to the hospital for an examination, and now Dr. Sun checked him again, and the result was the same. She smiled and congratulated. Fu Yuanzhou was finally relieved, smiled at her, and put on his restraining collar.

He was undoubtedly happy, but he felt a little heavy when he thought of who gave him this mark.

During this period of time, he had not seen Shen Xigu and was not affected by his pheromone anymore. Otherwise, it would be a question of when his temporary mark faded, or even whether it would fade.

"How is Shen Xigu?" He asked Dr. Sun as usual.

"I just wanted to tell you." Dr. Sun said, "He left the nursing home yesterday, and I didn't know until I saw him not here this morning."

Shen Xigu left? His injuries healed, and then he returned to the villa?

Fu Yuanzhou thought so, and was a little concerned, so he sent a message to his parents and asked Shen Xigu if he had gone back.

"He didn't come back." Mother said, "Are you looking for him?"

"No..." Fu Yuanzhou hesitated to answer. He was very surprised. If Shen Xigu didn't go back, where would he go?

After a few days, until the weekend, his parents told him to go home and live, because Shen Xigu still did not go back, they thought he could go home and live for a few days.

Shen Xigu never went back, was... gone? Fu Yuanzhou put down the phone, his eyes were somewhat dazed.

But his parents said that he hadn't seen Shen Xigu move, he should go back. Fu Yuanzhou didn't ask any more, but he was still worried. He knew that if Shen Xigu wanted to leave, he probably wouldn't take things away, even the house. Will not handle it, it doesn't matter to him.

But since Shen Xigu did not leave, Fu Yuanzhou went back with Xie Lin, because it was New Year's Day soon, and the New Year would naturally be spent with his family. At that time, Yufei's family of three would also come back, but Xie Lin's parents were not there and they were still abroad. , And strive to come back during the Spring Festival.

When I went back this time, Xie Lin put on the ring and kissed Fu Yuanzhou in his arms when there was no one. He took out the ring and asked him, "Can I put it on for you?"

They had made an appointment before. When they formally communicated, Xie Lin would once again give the ring to Fu Yuanzhou. Fu Yuanzhou blushed and took the one that belonged to him. He held it in his palm and said, "Wait two more days, can you?"

He was afraid that Xie Lin would be unhappy, so he said: "It will be the finals in the field soon. I am worried that his state will be affected."

His voice lowered a little, because Xie Lin knew that Yuan Ye liked him, so he lacked confidence when speaking, but this game is really important to Yuan Ye, which has something to do with his future career as a professional player.

The game competition he participated in was the first large-scale competition held by this new generation of games. This game is very popular, but because of the short time, there is no official professional competition. This competition is a warm-up event for future professional competitions. , But also to select some outstanding talents.

The development company of this game is in Tiancheng, and local leaders also attach great importance to this game, in order to develop the city's e-sports industry. The final evening will be attended in person, and the TV channel will also broadcast it live.

In fact, the level of the game in the field is extremely high. When the official professional game is started, it is almost certain that he will become a professional player, but this game is also related to whether he enters the first-class club team and his future position in the team. Fu Yuanzhou wanted to help Yuanye realize his dream, so naturally he wouldn't hold him back at this time.

He originally explained to Xie Lin that Xie Lin was not an unreasonable person. After hearing that, he nodded and said, "Okay." He paused and asked, "When is the final?"

"The night after tomorrow, I plan to go to the site to see it." Fu Yuanzhou said, "Of course there are other students in our class. Everyone is going. Do you want to come?"

Xie Lin agreed. They went on the night of the final, and others came. The final venue was the stadium in the city center. After the tickets were collected, the venue was not open yet, and everyone had to wait outside.

"so cold!"

The classmates were shivering with cold, but their expressions were very excited. Some of them had never played games before, but acquaintances played, which made them very excited. Even these few days, they have been dedicated to supplementing their knowledge of the game. I won't get confused when watching the game for a while.

Fu Yuanzhou's game level is good. At this time, he acted as a pre-match commentator, telling them about the game. While he was talking, he glanced casually, but suddenly saw a few silhouettes, one of whom he knew very well, as if Shen Xigu.