Our first meet

Why do you love to raise my hopes when you are gonna do the same??

I already accepted everything. But then why I still feel the pain?

[ Suga POV ]

"You're aware that you can't help her with this. All you can do is support her and be by her side. But keep in mind this is her war."

"She is afraid to put her trust in others.''

"Life isn't a fairy tale."

My weird yet capable doctor's words keep ringing in my head. He is right. I know it but I want to help her so bad. It tears me up when I see her suffering. She tried her heart and broke apart just for some unworthy people. They are arrogant and their denialism cracked her soul.

I can only give her a shoulder to cry or just a simple tissue to wipe those tears. But why can't I just be the weapon she will take as for a counterattack. Why can't she just rely on me?

It's sadly heartbreaking to watch a person you adore cry. It makes you feel so useless. I hate it! I hate this feeling.