“So what?” He asked me like its nothing.
“so you really did it?”
My mouth agape, still as confused as the other part of me, the one I had a feeling would win but still hoping that it wont, pull harder until it won and made the hopeful side of me sink in the mud, head first.
The facts says it all but you know that feeling when you are aware of what is to come, already had the expectations and that futuristic feeling, a gut feeling maybe, of what its like when the thing gets revealed? You suddenly go numb and thoughtless, when he says what you wish to be changed, even though you already had the idea. I do not know but this might sound weird and too emotional in anothers perspective… getting so into that small thing he did, but that is not just about it.