This Day

Everything feels empty.

‘Let's fight together, hmm?’ Those words of him echoed in my mind.

Why does the one who promised they won’t leave, are the one who leaves?

Why does the one who begged you to stay, are the one who leaves?

Why does the one who told you they can’t lose you but still loses you in the end?

He resembled a sun, a sun who never leaves, but right now, where is he?

Isn’t it too fast?

Everything ended too fast.

Where did I go wrong?

I covered my face with my comforter. I can’t do anything but cry. I feel helpless. I sobbed more when I realized that I’ll wake up tomorrow, without him.

He wouldn’t be here anymore to hug me.

He wouldn’t be here anymore to say that he loves me.

Is it really draining to love me?

It feels different without him.

Will I be able to fight alone?

He was my light, and now I need to live in the dark.

“Shh…” It was Sab. She just lets me cry, while my head is leaning on her shoulder.

“Sab…”