She was afraid to fail, afraid to have changed, afraid to be replaced by someone else, but eager to prove to her parents especially to her mother that she deserved to be part of the family.That is Quinn Maives Oliva. He was the happy go lucky, ready to experience changes. The opposite of Quinn Maves Oliva, he is Emperor Rigel El Mundo.  Quinn Maives Oliva doesn’t think of anything aside from her goals, and her goal does not include loving someone. For her, love is foolish, weak and ridiculous, for her love is an option. But for him, love is amazing and love is a choice. How would faith can turn there life to make them choose love over everything?

When Love become a choice

I bid my goodbyes to Zeno and went down stairs. The time while I was walking down stairs seems really slow and I don’t feel like going home, I mean I can’t even call that house a home. I don’t really belong there and I don’t even feel that I belong there even back when I was kid, but I guess I don’t really have a choice, because even if I don’t feel that I belong there I still love them. 


It’s really hard to be in the place that you don’t belong, thinking that every small thing made them so disappointed. I can’t help but to think is is really hard to love someone like me, am I really that complicated to be loved? I wish I could have atleast one day just for myself, a day to breathe, and a day just to think for myself. If only, just by thinking that I am not fine, and I was just forcing to be fine. I pity myself for that, and it makes me cry. 


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