Boredom

Without mom in the house , the house was oddly very silent and I never heard of silence that was deafening before but this sure did meet the requirements for that oxymoron.

Jaden had offered severally to come over and keep me company but I had to turn him down .

He had already done so much for me with the merchandise for work and also helping me look after mom.

I didn't want to repay his kindness with burdening him. He had his personal life and I wasn't going to interfere with it .

Most of all I didn't have the heart to steal his Saturday away from him.

I found myself googling how to cope with boredom and many many sites seemed to think cleaning was the best option .

In the desperate attempt to get rid of the boredom and deafening silence , I put on some really loud music and begun to clean as Google had suggested.

In less than an hour , I had cleaned everything I could set my eyes on and the boredom was in no way gone .