CHAPTER 24

Riccardo

When I entered that room, I was sure that in the intention of hurting her I had been torn apart, the purple marks on her jaw made me feel like shit.

She was not to blame, she did what she had to do like my mom did. My mother gave herself over to death for me and let herself be beaten to death so that I could live, I was paying Ellie's sacrifice in the same way that Vincent did with my mother. Matching him made my stomach churn, I felt disgusted with myself for the first time.

When she betrayed me, even if it was for a justified reason, I wanted to kill her, I tried, I told Jullius to do it, but he didn't. My godfather knew that I would feel worse if I killed her.

But death would have been less humiliating than being beaten for loving your family too much.

I spent hours looking at her, curled up in her bubble.