CHAPTER 33

I was on my back looking at the window, a shot of brandy in my hand, I was nervous, like on a first date, and it was.

There was never a woman who made me want these things until Ellie came into my life.

I wanted everything with her, I would ask her parents for her hand, shit, I would ask her two motherfuckers for their hand just because they carry her blood in their veins.

I would court her to watch stupid films at the cinema just to have the opportunity to kiss her in the dark.

He would take flowers, invite her to dinner and serenade her window. I was a fucking shit, Ellie took my balls, I would go wherever she wanted.

I didn't need to hear it to know it was there, my heart beat faster, my lungs breathed a little less air, just for whoever and had more for it in the room.