Anger Burst

Alya

Beep Beep!

The alarm clock at 8:00 am sharp. Alya groaned damn clock always break the beauty sleep. The usual morning but somehow Alya found herself exhausted. She is feeling exhausted all over her body. She looked up laying on her back. Last night’s house party took a toll on her and today early morning. Her Aunt Nelly came over with her family for dinner. Aunt Nelly has two sons and a tiny baby daughter. Her sons David and Ron are two hooligans as Alya like to honor title them. They were worse than she herself. The whole night she had to run around keeping them away from trouble so that the grownups can have a few moments of their own. Even though Alya thought about screaming in frustration she decided to let the adults have some time to their own. 'Stupid me I am too nice this thing will be the death of me someday grrrr...'

Alya groaned she is supposed to report to the hospital in two hours. She has to clean up and have breakfast. 'I want to skip today' Alya thought miserably she cannot even get her body to move. Alya groaned and turned left to right on her bed to have a few minutes more to sleep to get rid of the exhaustion.

1 hour later......

"ALYA ALYA"

"WAKE UP YOU WILL BE LATE !!!" screamed Jane

Alya woke up with a shocking face "no no no no no what time is it?" .

The clock showing 9:01 am "damn it" Alya screamed and jumped from the bed. She dashed towards the bathroom throwing her clothes off on the floor not even stopping to look at the mirror she took her toothbrush with toothpaste on it to the shower. Even if it sounds weird she showered together while brushing her teeth. It took only a few minutes. Next she dumped her sleep clothes in the wash basket and ran while wearing just a simple T-shirt and jeans. She ran out the door while trying to tie up her shoes. Alya thought she heard a scream probably her mother telling her to eat her breakfast before she left. Alya ran ignoring the scream, she needs to buy the cookies before she go to the hospital and it is already 9:37 am. She was hoping that she turns into Flash this morning she would wake up only 5 minutes before leaving and run run run being the fastest human alive. Sadly, she was no Flash even when she is a fast runner she is running slower than the time. It felt like time is racing against her and winning. "I HATE YOU TIME!!!" Alya screamed while she ran as fast as she can. With only 10 minutes left Alya just got out of the shop buying the candy she did not wait to take the change.

'Curse it there goes my savings.' Alya thought bitterly.

Alya reached the hospital out of breath all out of energy she burst inside the kids room. This time she could not muster up the energy to scream instead she fell flat on the floor face down holding up the candies. "Here you go kids" barely whispering the words it did not matter that she did not scream kids came rushing towards her she got knocked on her back with the force. They took their fair share of chocolates, leaving a flat out Alya on the floor. She smiled this was fun.

A shadow came in front of her and stood in front of her looking down at her fallen self. Alya looked up a bit she saw those white shoes and a magenta trousers. Alya gulped and looked up a little more.

"Hello nurse Joan" she shakes her right hand a bit and continues "Want some almond flavor candy?"

Alya puts on her biggest grin. She knew it will never work on Nurse Joan, but she just had to try.

Nurse Joan had a look on her face the angry no time for this look. Alya put down her left palm on the floor hoisting herself up. She looked at her murmuring sorry to the head nurse. Things went out of control, but Nurse Joan just shakes her head saying, "what will I do with you?"

Nurse Joan seized her candy pack and walked away. Alya looked at her walking away "This is just not my day" Alya claimed and rubbed her neck. She felt her body ache and legs throb like a big red alert button. She walked towards the coffee maker machine. Perfect coffee making includes

The perfect foam

No fat

Low sugar

All black.

Alya brewed herself one cup as well next is the big bad boy himself, the arrogant yet adorable guy. Did anyone notice the beautiful muscles that bulge every time he moves his hand. 'I bet he has beautiful athletic legs' thought Alya. Alya dreamily thought about Brian's Physic. Alya hardly saw his eyes. But she did on the day of the garden. His glasses accidentally fell when one of the small patients namely Harry with a cute pink chubby cheeks bumped into him. They were Light Brown beautiful light brown eyes, but they were unfocused bland. To think such eyes would come from him. When you look at eyes you wish to see clear thoughts a spark of dreams. But none just bland maybe it was due to his sickness. After all a blind person cannot see well which gives him a non-focused blind scenery in the eye. But there was something off about Brian something that bothers him something that stops him from wishing to live. When Dr Brown told her that it is important to have the patients cooperation for the procedure. Alya figured he is just an arrogant snob. But lately she started to think more that was not the voice the face of a person like a snob. That is the face of a person probably traumatized. Even though Brian do not show he is in trauma. He definitely is and puts up a silent face to hide himself behind it. The cause of hiding still unknown.

With such thoughts Alya came in front of Brian's room and lifted her hand to knock..

Brian

'The starting of the day seemed different all more silent. There was hardly air blow through the window the only air flow that was felt was from the fan above. It was not natural light rather the air was heavy more humid. To think some people would say why do I not let them start the air cooler installed in the room. Ray did suggest me a lot of time. But I did not agree to it. Call it my pride or grouchiness I did not like the face of relying on electronics after my sight left me. I wished to be free and more natural. I wished to hear more and more of the movement and feel the littlest things I can feel. Seemed to me I was starting to have more heightened senses around myself. Alya seemed late today wonder what she is doing. Lately I am having the anxious thought of what she does and surprisingly I wait for her to show up with the coffee mug. That irregular knock no rhythm which is noted. Wonder why she is late?' Brian thought.

"Knock Knock"

There she is

"Come in" Brian answers in a mild tone he adds "You are late today." hoping to get her into an argument to entertain his day. Alya felt silent I heard footsteps they seem slow she brought the coffee on the table. "Sorry got late getting up" replied Alya. It felt different she does not feel her usual chatty self she was more silent, and she was yawning cute silent yawns they felt like sighs. Smile creeps up to my face when she is near.

Too much silent but suddenly she says something "Can I ask you something Brian?"

I nodded.

"Brian why do you not want this? how many people would like it. You do not even think about it directly say no. Is it so wrong to wish to see?" asked Alya

She continued "Why do you wish to do this to yourself?"

Suddenly the coffee seemed too much bitter. There was fire and rage each time she uttered one word the feelings were fire that burned Brian's body. There was utter rage and anger. Big amount of anger like a fire slowly burning away the self-restrain. The body starts shaking.

"Who are you to tell me these ?" Brian asks

"Excuse me ?" Alya asked.

"Who are you to ask me such questions? Just who do you think you are? What do you know about me?" Brian's tone became different. His voice sounded dark and harsh.

"Just because I talk to you do you what gives you the right to talk as such huh?" Brian continued to question." He stood up from the bed all of his body kept on shaking.

"If this is all you wish to say then please do leave right now for I have nothing to say with someone like you wishes to interfere where they should not interfere." Brian almost scream out the words.

Brian half thought that she will leave and never return. He regretted it a bit, , maybe it was a bit rough, but he cannot have her just like that. What would she know which made him feel this way? She does not how it was his fault that Cindy had to lose her life. The darkness is not an accident rather it is a punishment he deserves. Such a crazy girl such innocent does not know anything thus do not deserve to say anything.

"Ugh such temper.." Alya said making a clicking sound with her mouth.

Brian moved towards her direction with a shocking look.

"Listen I do not know what makes you suffer what made you like this. But I do know you have a chance to get your sight back, but you are foolish enough to not take it. Do you think this is right? to the doctors to the people who depend on you to have the sight to help them?"

Alya continued to lecture him but in a gentle voice "You act like some big tragic hero in front of everyone, but does this give you the right to make then worse? You say I have no right. Yet do you have any right to throw away your life like that? Your life is not just yours so man up"

Brian was shocked he heard her walk away. He felt himself weak. Nothing made sense he thought he was right, but this girl makes him think otherwise. Things are becoming so difficult why does she make him feel this way? This childish girl she makes him happy yet after a few moments she makes him angry.

He listens to a stronger knock now just a single knock the door opens the footsteps a little hard yet soft as if the owner do not wish to disturb. He knew exactly who this is.

"What do you want Ray?" asked Brian

"What else my daily duty to serve you your diet" replied Ray his voice seemed a bit cheery.

The next few minutes Brian felt himself on the bed with a variety of smell from the food served.

He smelled meat bread and soup. Ray told him there was a few slices of fresh cut cucumber, tomato and carrots on the side. Brian with the help of Ray took his lunch.

Ray commented all of a sudden "She is right you know"

Brian replied, "Are you all against me now?"

"Nobody is against you everyone is doing their job and it is a poor repayment for you to deny their service they let you have" answered Ray

"Must you be so hard to yourself? Cindy would not like this now would she?" asked Ray

Brian did not reply he felt more and more down. He does not know what to think what to feel. He needs to think more what he should do. This is becoming more complicated and he is starting to become weak to his words. Things have become more complicated as he did not wish it to be.