All for nothing

Alya

If I was a time traveler I would wish this day would not come. I would go before time and do more to keep hold on to the little thing I had. I will always regret my mistake till this day...................

Tick Tick tick tick !!!!

'That Damn clock. It always irritates on my nerves. ‘When will the time end and I can go.' thought Alya.

Alya kept on writing on her answer script. But her mind was not in the question paper it was in the place where that man is. 'Brian' when will she go and wait for him to open his eyes. She want to stand in front of him when he opens his eyes. But damn this is going on for so long. Alya have to reach back before the time is up. She did not wish to go through with the test it was taking too long, and she was done already. She did not care what she wrote she only want the time to move faster.

Alya sighed and turned the page back. She tried to concentrate. .............

No, it does not work she can’t concentrate she needs to be in the hospital there. For days Alya have had a lot of different feelings about Brian. In these past days. She wants to stay close to him. take peeks at him. She even think of buying his favorite food. She likes to take walks in the garden. If Brian goes away there won’t be any walks anymore. She was hurting there, not able to accept the change. She unconsciously kept on turning the pages and staring at the floor. Her mind was out about in the sky.

"TIMES UP" said the invigilator. The loud sound in the microphone made her jump up from her seat to the ground. Everyone starred at her. So many people looking made her blush red in embarrassment. Muttering an apology for falling asleep when she didn't. Alya looked at the time 'there is still some moment left she can make it back if she can find a cab if not running is a good option' thought Alya.

Upon reaching the outer gate she found people starring at the road and there is a gathering. Curious about why she went forward only to find out that it is raining. ' Oh lord can it be more awful time for the day.' thought Alya. she started to look for the cab. Time was passing by and Alya could not wait any longer. She started to walk using the umbrella. thank goodness at least she had a spare. But the wind is really sharp it is getting harder to walk. Alya prayed that she reached Brian soon.........................

4:08 pm

'Luck never is on my side Argh,' thought Alya. All drenched and exhausted but finally she reached her destination. But she was too late. Alya mentally kept on making different lines of apology. She ran over as fast as she can. She did not see Ray as she ran over and knocked on Brian's door. 'Its Alya may I enter?' No reply came back.

"I know you are angry. I am sorry may I enter?" said Alya

" Aaaah! I am really sorry Brian" Alya still knocked and suddenly Ray came and opened the door. It felt like the world moved in slow motion. From the first knock but Alya didn't give up yet now everything seems different and empty. Slowly the door opened, and everything went still. The room slowly came to view. It felt like nothing was there at the first place. Empty bed felt like it is not even slept in.

Something left from Alya's heart. she just stared at the empty room. Alya could not believe what happened?

Ray finally said the words "His operation was successful, but his parents came he had to leave they transferred him close to the hospital close to his home. "

Alya looked at Ray she could not believe her ears. " Did he say anything?"

"Nothing just goodbye to all" replied Ray.

Alya bowed her head she felt empty something left her. She felt hard to breathe. But there was nothing to do in the end. She slowly walked out of the hospital. It was lonely and every step felt blur and heavy. The sounds seemed dimmed. 'Brian left without a trace He did not even give me the chance to say goodbye………………'