ch 4. how to stop being an asshole

jin waited for hobi to go by and pulled him into their favourite room. "woha... princess! what a surprise" "yeah sure! u knew i would wait for u!" hope laught. "kinda" "tsss" "what u have on your mind?!" he wiggelt his brows. "ah, no fucking and sucking today. i need to talk to u" "ohhhh... are u pregnant?!" "yeah in the 17th month! idiot" "wow didnt know u are an elephant" jin smacked his head. "listen! seriously! we need talk about what to do with jimin" "why?" "he is the star in kooks new little film" "what?!" hope looked shocked. jin noded. "fuck, jin! thats bad, thats really fucked up!" "i know tae has feelings for him and he fought a lot of guys for jimins reputation. but joon is the problem." "and tae. why the fuck is he still on joons side and not in jimins arms?!" "hope.... are u blind? tae loves joon, thats why" "but i thought he loves jimin?" hope looked confused. jin sighed. "tae loves joon since day one, but that thickhead never noticed it, tae also loves jimin, but because of joon, he doesnt tell jimin a thing.... or so..." "thats stupid!" "my words" "ok, how can we get tae to confess to jimin and fast, cause i think jimin is losing bit by bit from his beeing every fuck he has." "and there is yoongles" jin tilted his head. "whats wrong with him?" "kook told me they have problems" "what kind? they fuck almost the amount we do" hope laught. "almost.... kook told the famous three words and he never responded more than "stop"." "ouch, that must hurt our baby kookie" "he is in love for the first time and he is serious. but i think yoongi just dont know how to react. maybe u can tickel the reason out of him?!" "research and stalking! my speciallity!" jin grinned devilishly.

jimin licked his lips and sucked on the lollipop. his eyes on mr. wright. he liked what he saw. the poor teacher was almost drooling by the sight the boy gave him. seductifly and playful jimin let his tongue and mouth move on the lollipop. tae noticed and furrowed his brows. what was he up too?! he textet fastly to joon and got pissed at his response. "dont care. let the little slut play around" tae rolled his eyes and decided to stick around and get jimin out of trouble if nessacery. the bell rang and everybody left, exept jimin. tae went outside, but left a bit the door open and waited. "dont u have another class?" "but mr. w, its lunch break" he slurpt on the candy. the teachers eyes were glued on jimins lips. he smiled a bit. "yeah, i forgot about that" "oh really? why?!" "what?" "u forgot" "jimin, please go" "should i? what do u fear mr. w?" mr. w walked up very close to jimin. his lips were so close. "its good that u are a young handsome man... i wouldnt want it, if u were an old geezer" mr. w. laught "oh what a boy" jimin grinned and licked over the teachers lips. "i wanna taste u" he breath against him. mr. w. lost it. he pressed his lips onto jimins and pulled him hard to him. tongues collide and jimin soon felt the teachers hands on his skin.

tae watched and sighed. he feared jimin would react or do things like that again. poor boy. but that was just a reaction to a rejection.

kook cooed and gave yoongi a big kiss. "when are u coming to bed?! its late" "oh is our kookie missing his teddybear?!" "yeah our kookie is missing his yoongibear!" they both pouted and laught. "now seriously, are u going to stay the whole night?" "maybe?" yoongi smiled and looked back to the turntable. kook sighed and got himself another chair. yoongi looked confused to him. "u staying?" "hm" "why?" "i dont want to be alone in my bed" "ooohh thats cute" yoongi mocked him. "dont piss me off. u know i cant sleep without u near" yoongi looked confused again. "what? since when?" "i never could sleep well, but since i had u, i got always a good and deep sleep and bonus the whole night, as far as we didnt took too long for the ...u know" he grinned. "u never told me... weird, u always tell me everything" he glarred at kook. "babe, u are overwhelmed when i tell u how i feel and now u are pissed that i didnt told u about my sleeping issue?!" they stayed silent for a bit. yoongi scoffed and turned back to his music, but glanced from time to time to kook. he throw a usbstick to him. "here" kook caught it. "whats that?" "for u... u suppose to never get it, but... give it back" kook hid it. "nope, u gave it to me, u cant take it back!" "kook! give it back! i changed my mind!" "no! get back to your music, get it done so we can go to bed" yoongi looked frustrated. "throw the stick away! okay" "okay" yoongi glarred again at him and turned back to his project. with a smirk kook turned to his minicomputer and put the usb in, his headphones on, he listend to yoongis song. an eye on the artist, the mind fully on the song. kook thought his heart would give up, his pulse hit the roof and tears shot in. he felt as if he got electrified. this was it.... this was yoongi, the inner yoongi. the one he hid from him. kook listend again and again. he jumped up, when yoongi tapped his shoulder. they starred into each others eyes. "fuuuuck! u shithead listend! i told u to destroy it!" kooks underlip quivert. with force he hugged the pissed yoongi. "let me go! i will punsh u!" "thank u, oh thank u so much!" he kissed yoongis face, but the grumpy catlike boy tried to avoid him. "ewwwwww....get away from me!" kook held yoongis face and rubbed his nose onto his. yoongi felt half panic, half excitement. kook listend his special song. the song he wrote for him. for kook to understand his feelings for him, he couldnt speak out. "look at me" kook whispered. yoongi looked up. "i love u and thanks for loving me back" yoongi looked away but kook pecked his nose, what brought his eyes back. "okay...i am tired, lets get to bed" kook smiled and kissed him deep.

some classes had a schooltrip day. not everyone was excited. tae hated this kind of school activities, but jimin would be on, so was he. after he caught him and the teacher more often the last few days, he figured it out to stalk them further.

they all drove back from the school trip. jimin sat together with mr. w. tae glarred at them and walked some rows behind until he sat right infront of them. it was dark, the dimm lights just gave shadows out. most of the students fell asleep after the advatures day. the boy and the teacher giggelt around, they had a blanket as the others had, but tae saw movements under it. he heard the most familiar little breathy moans, jimin used to gave out, he knew what they were doing! jimin impatiently opend mr. ws. pants and sticked his hand inside to get a hold on the dick. as he got it out and stroked it hard, only to lean down and worked his tongue on it. mr. w. had to press his hand onto his mouth not to get loud. tae was so pissed. he needed to act soon. he stood up and walked back to his former seat. he had enough.

as tae came back, he confronted joon.

"hey joon?!" "hm?" "u have to do something about jimin." "why?" "he is fucking around like a maniac" "thats pain medication. he will get over with soon" tae looked at him in disbelive. "what? are u stupid? he fucks with a teacher, he was in a gang bang, he even took part in one of kooks movies. JOON!" "SO WHAT?! if he wanna be a slut, let him be" "he is desperate!" "i dont care" "what if he will kill himself in the end? when he figure out that nothing is going to help him?!" joon smirked at tae and shrugged his shoulders. "dont care" tae looked at him. he inhaled deep. "u know i may be the funny guy, the clown for all ya, but i feel empathy. i see when someone is in pain and i feel with this person. all these years i endured your shitty behavior, not only to others, but to me too. i have enough joon. i have it up here" he held his hand over his head. joon looked big and laught. "whats with u tae? since when u are so soft. give me a break man" tae launched himself forward and slapped joons face hard. both starred at each other. blood drippelt out of joons nose. "what the fuck..." "yeah WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH U?! JIMIN IS OUT THERE ALL ALONE AND HURT AND ALL U CAN DO OR SAY IS FUCK IT?! ARE U FUCKING KIDDING ME???" tae yelled. "why do u care anyway?! dont tell me u have feelings for this little princess?!" "and what if i do?! what? does it make me pathetic? what?!" "weak! it makes u weak!" tae scoffed. "as weak as my feelings for u?" "what?" "u ass moron never had a clue, did u? i was in love with u, joon. i put up with all your shit, cause i loved u. i swallowed my pride and my jealousy, cause i loved u" taes voice got lower, he was sad and defeated. he hated that feeling. "u....u never said a thing..." "why should i? would u care? would u change?" they starred intensly at each other. joon shook eventually his head. "no. i think not" tae sighed and smiled at him. "see. i knew.... ooohh goood joon! what have we done? if u dont help, i will do it on my own. i dont want his blood on my hands, do u understand?! if u are not helping me, i will never speak to u again. never" joon stayed silent. his brain was working. "what do u mean. ... are u gonna leave me?" tae tilted his head. "i thought i allready did" joon looked shocked. "what?...tae...." his voice got whiny. his face showed pain. "u cant do that! not after we did together! u cant leave me!" he stood up and grabed taes arms harshly. "let me go, joon. we are only friends, nothing more. friends with benefits, u made that clear. and i am done with it." "noooo.... please .... tae" tae looked up. "i am gonna help jimin and if he is willing to forgive me, maybe be with him. i want something thats mine, joon. i dont wanna share anymore. i want something stable" "but we are! our friendship...." "... is nothing, joon! its always me who is giving! and u always taking! u are a selfish bastard! not caring a fuck about others! u are a leach! u suck the life and love out of us and left us empty..... i cant..." tears suddenly broke out of his eyes. after all these years he finally could tell him everything. confront him with all he got bottled up deep inside. "tae.... dont..." "let me go" tae whispered, he leand in, gave joon a kiss and got out of his grip. as he walked out, joon just stood there, unable to say a thing, or hinder tae from leaving. to much pain hit his body, his knees gave in and with a groan he started to cry.

jin and hope got jimin into their middle and pulled him away from mr. w. jimin looked confused and mr. w. pissed. jin smiled at the boy "u go with hope, i ll come in a bit" after they went out, jin walked up to the teacher and crossed his arms. "if u touch jimin in any way again, i will tell the board about u harrasing and abusing boys." mr. w. laught out. "whos going to belive u? and to your info, the little slut seduced me" he looked smug at jin. "oh mr. w. u know who my father is?!" "no" "he is on the board, actually the president. so who u think they really will belive?" mr. w. got pale. "u wont!" "i will. put a finger again on jimin and i will destroy u. u know a pedo has little to non chances to get another job again. and i am superb in hacking and manipulating socialsides. it would be easy to destroy your future" he smiled sweetly again and left a shaking teacher.

joon had the whole night to think what he wanted in life.

he was abondand so many times by his parents. left alone and in constant pain , that he swore to himself never feall into love ever. it only gave hurt and hate when they left him. but now he had to consider his long realationship he had with tae. tae was always there, was there at his worst and his best, he gave him a home he could come to and relax, he was his family, all these years and he never figured that out. "how fucking stupid am i?!" joon cursed. he missed tae greatly, he wanted him back. joon stood up, it was still very early, only 3:50 am and he knew where tae would be. joon walked to hobis room. he figured that hope would be with jin anyway and let tae crash there. he slowly opend the door and creept in. he saw tae in deep sleep and layed next to him. he held him tight and inhaled his familiar scent. it was so calming to feel and smell him again. tae moved and sighed in his sleep. joon kissed his neck and whispered "all good. sleep baby"

next morning:

tae scrunched his face. he felt containt in his movements and opend wondering his eyes. he sighed big when he recognized joon. "what are u doing here?!" he moaned annoyed out. "i love u too" joon whispered. tae sat up. "what?! are u fucking me?!" joon pulled him back down, pressed a kiss onto him. "i said i love u too" taes face was only centimeters away. "if u think i come back cause u say this.... this to me?" "i wanna have a honest talk with u. and i wanna apologized to u" tae scoffed. joon took his hand and pressed it down onto his heart. "look me in the eyes, tae and feel my heart beat. i am absolutley honest and this is the truth. I LOVE U! always have, but was too dump and too scared" "of what?" "rejection, abondanment, that u left me one day and i cant... live with that. i would die if u ever do that" "but jimin..." "u really like him, huh? i should be jealous" "but u arent?!" "i... i like him too. and i can live with that" tae smiled. "so we try to get him back?" "hmmm.. we will make a plan, ok?" tae noded. he layed back on the bed and nuzzeld himself into joon.

tae and joon made a plan to get jimin back. joon walked, deep into his thoughts, he got startled when he heard moans and groans out from a room. he grinned and wanted to walk away, when a sound suddenly held him back and gasped. he knew this sound, he knew it very well! joon slowly opend the door and looked inside and got pissed. "okay now thats enough! u fucking fuck!" joon got a hold on of jimins ear and pulled him with him. the other guy stood there with his hard length. "hey! i am not done" "fuck off or i will destroy u!" joon growled. jimin wasnt having it either. he fought to get out of joons grip. "stop right now! u are coming with me!"