5

Kaylea escorted me back to my room. Once we got inside I spun to her.

"So what? I am here to breed? 1950's wife?" Zenia asked irritated. Kaylea put her hands up.

"He isn't really like that." She responded as she started messing with the sheets on Zenia's bed.

"Then what is he like? A creeper who stares at people for months and then kidnaps people?" Zenia nipped at Kaylea. Kaylea spun to her.

"Look this may not be ideal to you. Shit this isn't ideal to anyone in fact any Zolrian female would be happy to have him but you two got stuck with each other. Do you honestly think he wants a human as a mate? I know I wouldn't. We are the superior race. So maybe stop bitching and be thankful." Kaylea snapped.

"Be thankful?" Zenia laughed her anger vibrating off of her.

"Thank you so much for ripping me from my home. Tossing me into this bright white fucking ship that has no ting of fucking color in it besides green. Thank you so much for forcing meds in me that made me fucking throw up and you had to bathe me. Thank you so much for telling me I am below you because I am human oh and thank you so much for telling me. I will carry his baby one way or another and sit in a corner and shut my fucking mouth." Zenia pointed at her. "Get out." Then pointed to the door.

"I am not going anywhere." Kaylea said. Zenia's anger took the best of her and she grabbed the potted plant on the ground and threw it at Kaylea. Kaylea dodged it.

"Get out before I fucking make you." Zenia's voice monotone ready for a fight. Kaylea marched to the door.

"You just lost the one person willing to be your friend here. You're majesty." Kaylea scuffed.

"You aren't my kind of friend anyway." Zenia said as Kaylea looked at her then shut the door.

Zenia has felt lost for months everything that kept happening in that small town now she felt even more crazy. Maybe this is some realistic dreame and she really did lose her fucking mind.

She grabbed her bed sheets off the bed and threw it on the floor. Grabbed a vace from the dresser tossing it at the wall. Best way to get her anger out was to destroy things she couldn't give a shit about. She started beating on the wall and screaming.

"I am going to fucking kill him!"

"I hate him!"

"You all are dead to me!"

"Im going to kill all of you!"

"let me out!"

The screaming and the beating on the wall lasted what felt like an hour before she shrank to floor crying.

"Please let me out." She cried out.

"I don't want this."

"Please."

No one answered her cries. She was nothing to them.

Xavior p.o.v

I sat outside her door as she screamed and punched things. So many times he wanted to run in and stop her and hold her. But to her he was crazy he was a stalker. She didn't feel the same spark he felt when she was near by. It was like when he spent all that time watching over her, her fear/anger blocked the bond.

"Please let me out." Her voice broke. He could feel her pain, he didn't want to. A part of him didn't want her here. The other part did. Part wanted her queen she spoke her mind. She didn't show fear even when she was surrounded by hundreds she didn't know. Part wanted every bit of her, body soul mind. He didn't love her it was way too soon for love but he did want to protect her even if it meant his life. The other part knew she was too good for him.

"I don't want this." She quivered out.

"Please."

The silence that followed was deafening. After 15 minutes from her last words he went in. There she laid on the floor asleep. Tear stained face. Her beautiful olive skin now held a hint of red. He slowly picked her up off the ground placed her on her bed. Grabbing her bedding from the floor he covered her and tucked her in. He sat on the edge of the bed listening to her quiet breathing.

"I'm sorry, for the things I said earlier. I am sorry I creeped you out those months of watching you. I just wanted to make sure you were safe. I wish you would understand I didn't want any of this. You're too fragile for me. It's beautiful don't get me wrong. I can protect you from everything outside this wall but I don't know if I can protect you from my demons."

With that he got up and quietly walked out the room.