12 o clock rolled around, the light snow became a blizzard and Montgomery had to go home, that was hours ago. The wind pushed hard onto my window, seeming like it wanted to come in to warn me about something coming, or to tell me lies. although it was midnight, it felt like the day has only just started. That nap was not a good idea, I am probably going to stay up till 3. I put my phone down for a while, I stared up into the celling, it was glowing but at the same time blank, staring at the ceiling has become my new safe area it has become my own spot to look up and pretend like I am looking at the stars but, in reality I was just staring at cheap dollar store plastic my whole life, nothing new or different. The only thing different on my life was him, Montgomery, he came into my life and he filled the void I've been waiting for someone to fill for a long time. Although I am scared for what could happen if he where to leave, would he make the void bigger? My phone buzzed to the side of me, but it was a buzz that kept on going so I knew it was a call Faye was on the other side, I cloud see her led lights on in her room, set to red, she was crying, Faye has a history of extremely realistic scary repeating dreams " the dream is back" she moved her hands up and down on her face, her Afro was all messed up from sleeping. Oh yea, that dream where intruders go into her house and torture her whole family and sexually assault her, while she listens to the screams of her parents and little brother. And she cannot do anything other then watch and listen, she doesn't even wake up when this happens ether it's only until they have the desire to.... kill her. "Faye what are 5 things you can see 4 things that you can touch 3 things you can hear 2 things you can smell and 1 thing you can taste?" That usually calms her down. I hope these dreams go away.