Should I?

"So one last time

I need to be the one who takes you home

One more time

I promise after that, I'll let you go

Baby I don't care if you got her in your heart

All I really care is you wake up in my arms

One last time

I need to be the one who takes you home"

-Ariana Grande - One last time-

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Yoona came to the hospital with her eyes slightly swollen from crying and she didn't want her best friend to know that she was crying so Yoona rushed to the hospital toilet to wash her face at the same time to clear her mind.

With a slightly wet face, Yoona looked at her face in the mirror then dried it with her handkerchief and polished her face a little to disguise the swelling in her eyes. when finished she walked out of the toilet into her office.

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Jimin came out of his apartment to get some fresh air. trying to rearrange his chaotic thoughts and find a way to apologize to Yoona. he just realized that his words were very harsh, jealous and angry to hear Yoona staying at her lover's place made Jimin unable to control his emotions.

Jimin stepped into the park near his apartment which is also a facility there. with slow steps he headed to one of the park benches there and sat himself down. he sighed heavily as he stared at the blue sky in the cold afternoon. In the midst of his reverie Jimin heard the sound of falling objects not far from him then he looked for the origin of the sound and found a old woman trying to pick up her fallen apples and one of them rolling towards him. immediately he picked up the apple and walked towards the old woman trying to help her.

"Grandma, let me help you" said Jimin, picking up the remaining fallen apples.

"Thank you, I didn't know that the bag had holes in it"

Jimin was looking for something that could bring all these apples into the apartment, then he remembered a unique way from a video he had seen on the internet. He quickly took off the black hoodie which he wrapped around his waist, tied the hood with one hand and assisted with his teeth to cover the hole of his head and put the apples in and held both of his arms into a grip.

"let me let you in," said Jimin with a smile on his face which was answered by a small nod from the old lady who turned out to be Mrs. Lee.

"what is your name son?" Mrs. Lee asked when the two of them were already in the elevator. "Your face looks familiar to me?"

"My name is Park Jimin Grandma I'm a singer"

"ah singer, apparently just call me grandma Lee or Grandma"

the lift clinked and they both got out of the elevator. Jimin took grandma to her apartment and just realized that this was the floor where he lived. Jimin wondered a little and guessed that what he was thinking was not true. but a second later he could not hold back his curiosity when he stopped right in front of the door marked 41 the place where Yoona entered yesterday and stayed here.

"Grandma live alone?"

Grandma who told Jimin to go inside looked at Jimin who put her apples in place carefully and answered his question, "Grandma lives with grandma's child but now he is abroad and he asks his friend to help grandma while he is there. overseas"

Jimin was stunned to hear Grandma explanation. and he realized that Yoona lied to him but he did not understand why Yoona lied to him when he met her lover? various speculations have sprung up in Jimin mind and even a little hope that Yoona actions are deliberately making him jealous and if it is true then Yoona managed to make him jealous.

Jimin smiled faintly but a second later he realized that he had hurt Yoona with harsh words. he quickly said goodbye to Mrs. Lee after he finished putting all the apples in place and ran into the apartment to change his clothes. Jimin had to meet Yoona to apologize and if he was given the opportunity he would try to come back to Yoona.

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Yoona walked to her examination room after completing routine checks on her treated patients but her steps stopped when she found someone standing leaning against the wall next to her office. Yoona realized who was waiting. for her even though maybe for others he looks like a robber with a black style.

Yoona walked over to the person who was none other than Jimin. "What are you doing here?? Your examination schedule is still in 2 days"

Jimin looked at Yoona who was staring at him so coldly but did not stop Jimin from apologizing to Yoona, "I want to talk to you"

Yoona raised an eyebrow as she crossed her arm waiting for Jimin to speak. Jimin who was stared coldly by Yoona became embarrassed and scared but he tried to talk to Yoona "eh ... just two of us? Not in a hall like this where many people pass by"

Yoona lowered her hand and sighed then she opened the door to the examination room "come in".

"what do you want to talk about?" Yoona said without preamble after they entered and closed the door to her room.

"I want to apologize to you for what I said that was outrageous this morning" Jimin rubbed the back of his neck, looking down showing his attitude if he really felt guilty. Just like before when Yoona was with him.

"ok i forgive you"

Jimin was a little surprised when he heard Yoona apologize easily, Jimin felt that Yoona didn't really forgive him. Jimin took a step closer to Yoona and made Yoona gasp a little.

"I know that it is too late for me to apologize after what I said to you then and now" said Jimin as he continued to stare at Yoona with regret.

"honestly I want us to go back to like we used to be Yoon"

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Yoona automatically widened her eyes when she heard Jimin ask her back to him. so many things that crossed her mind there was a strange feeling she felt, she felt fluttering not knowing it was feeling afraid or happy because Jimin was still expecting it and of course she was afraid to remember her friend's advice about the millions of Jimin fans there.

Yoona keep silence made Jimin open his voice again "eh Yoona?"

Yoona saw Jimin when she woke up from her mind "I don't know what made you sure to ask me back. If I have to be honest I'm afraid now, I'm afraid the same incident will repeat and I have to be hurt for the second time. Remembering that you are now very famous it makes me even more so afraid"

Jimin, who heard Yoona explanation, couldn't even react to anything. he was just silent and Yoona continued saying "The day our relationship ended was a day that really hurt me. You turned away without hearing my explanation. Now I'm not sure of your statement and you should go home I've had enough hear this nonesense"

Yoona walked towards the door and opened it for Jimin to tell him to get out of her room. Jimin could only see Yoona who showed a wounded face and that was clearly shown to her making Jimin feel even more guilty. With his slow steps, Jimin came out of her room and immediately the door was closed with Jimin still outside and Yoona, who sat with her back to the door and closed her face, crying silently again.