It is Love

"Can't go out, can't stay home

I don't know how, how to be alone

I keep waiting for you, waiting for you to come back

With all of my love"

- Conor Maynard - All My Love -

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Jimin blinked in surprise he did not think that Yoona agreed to his lunch invitation. he would not be so surprised if Yoona refused but in fact she said yes. Yoona finished bandaging Jimin hand when she found Jimin staring at her with an intense gaze.

"why are you looking at me like that?"

Jimin returned to his mind "do you want to choose where we will have lunch?"

this time Jimin did not want to take over the situation, he wanted Yoona to determine the next steps so that he would know how Yoona really felt.

Yoona seemed to think for a moment before she realized something, "how about in your apartment?"

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"Wow, there is Jimin. Are you here to visit?" Grandma Lee looked happy to see Jimin who came to visit her.

Jimin just smiled as he nooded his head a little "I'm here to help Yoona pack grandma luggage, she said today you can go home"

Grandma eyes brightened even more when she heard that she was allowed to go home from the hospital "Really? Where's Yoona then?"

"she was working on the papers for the grandma return," said Jimin as he sat on the chair beside grandma bed. "how is grandma doing?"

Grandma smiled softly "Grandma is healthier now. Thank you for helping grandma"

Jimin smiled again this time he held Grandma hand affectionately. although actually he was a bit disappointed, Jimin thought that Yoona would take him to lunch at his apartment, meaning where Jimin lived.

*Flash back on

"how about in your apartment?"

"my apartment?" Jimin pointed at himself and asked Yoona confusedly.

"What are you thinking !? I mean the apartment building where you live. Grandma is allowed to go home today, I mean to take you to lunch there while I watch grandma. And anyway far from the reach of paparazzi cameras" explained Yoona

Jimin lowered his hand back limply but he tried not to look disappointed. he knew that Yoona did not want to be caught by the camera and cause an unwanted scandal, considering that Jimin is an IDOL. Jimin almost cursed himself because he was too famous to make him limit his every step if he didn't remember the struggles of the members and himself.

"alright" Jimin nodded and smiled at Yoona.

"Good then, please accompany grandma while I take care of the files," said Yoona after she cleaned up the equipment back to its original place.

* flashback off

Grandma looked at Jimin who was rubbing the back of his hand with a dreamy look, "ah, they both love daydreaming" she thought

"Jimin?" called Grandma in a soft voice.

Jimin smiled as he looked at Grandma Lee "yeah, what's wrong Grandma?"

"Does Jimin like Yoona?" asked Grandma without preamble

Jimin, who was immediately asked like that, became surprised and nervous "Ho...how do you know?"

"Hmm, it's just intuition, but why are you always gloomy? Isn't it if someone likes someone's face is always cheerful and happy? But you both are gloomy?" said Grandma Lee.

"Both?!?" asked Jimin trying to suppress the word 'both' which felt a little confusing to Grandma smiling.

Grandma Lee nodded "right both. You and Yoona, Yoona often daydreams when with grandma and you too. Even though we only met 3 times but I can see that you have a lot of thoughts. What's wrong?"

Jimin shook his head with his face gloomy again, he was confused about how to tell his really sad story to Grandma even if he told the whole story it would not change that he was the one who was guilty of what happened in the past. how could he tell such an incident like that to her.

"If Jimin doesn't want to tell now, it's okay. Grandma doesn't insist. But tell anyone who Jimin trusts because ..." Grandma Lee stroked Jimin silver hair gently "if not expelled it will be a dangerous disease and can make you depressed"

Grandma Lee leaned back, "a lot of people who die of suicide because of depression. depression is meant when the person gets a problem or pressure he only thinks about himself without wanting to share it with others, why? because he is traumatized telling his story to others and ending up betrayed or he does not have someone to trust until finally the burden accumulates and causes depression and leads to suicide "

Grandma Lee looked at Jimin who was still loyal to hear her advice, "You are a good young man. Grandma is sure Yoona will accept you again regardless of what mistakes you do"

Jimin looked back at Grandma Lee surprise with his eyes flared with surprise, "you know what our problem?"

Grandma Lee shook her head "Grandma doesn't know exactly your problem. Grandma only concludes from what you saw from Yoona. It seems Yoona is still reluctant to open her heart back to you. But Grandma is sure if Jimin wants to try to change, Yoona will definitely melt"

Jimin frowned doubtfully at Grandma Lee words. Yoona will melt if he changes? although currently Jimin is trying to do it, it is undeniable that he feels pessimistic about Yoona attitude as if he doesn't care about his changes.

Grandma Lee who understood that Jimin was hesitating again tried to calm this handsome young man in front of her, "try it, sometimes if the stone is eroded by the water if it continues to pour"

Jimin smiled and nodded again, somehow the words of Grandma Lee could make him feel optimistic about pursuing his love again. It's true that this is just the beginning if you step down now he is not the famous Jimin but a coward who runs away from trouble. So with increased confidence Jimin began to straighten his face with a smile on his face.

After a while the door to the grandma ward opened and Yoona appeared who was carrying a wheelchair and a nurse who would remove the IV in Grandma hand and check her condition again. Jimin immediately put on his mask to cover his face from the nurse and stood a little away from his place.

Yoona who saw that began to approach Jimin and put his lips closer to Jimin ear to whisper but Yoona sudden move made Jimin misinterpret his movements and made him stand stiffly in his place. The fragrance of lemon wafting from Yoona body made Jimin unable to think clearly when a sentence forced him to return to reality.

"You go home first so as not to get involved in any scandal here" whispered Yoona after that she straightened her body again and turned towards Grandma Lee who had been examined.

Jimin blinked twice then cleared his throat, he then went to Grandma Lee and whispered, "Grandma I will return to the apartment first"

Grandma Lee who understands Jimin condition and situation just nodded slowly and smiled, "OK, be careful."

Jimin leaned over and turned to look at Yoona, "call me for lunch or I'll call you and come to you" then he smiled one last time and turned to leave her ward.

Yoona re-blushed her face, she really didn't think that Jimin would collect his lunch promise even though she tried to make him forget the promise to avoid Jimin but Jimin didn't forget at all.

She bit her lip, confused whether to call him or let Jimin come to her. in the middle of her thoughts, Grandma voice broke her thoughts, "What are you doing? Grandma finished"

"Eoh yeah ... Yes Grandma" Yoona approached Grandma and helped her sit in a wheelchair and they both left the hospital together.