Chapter 46

#XAVIER (POV) :

"What did you say?"

Fuck! Please!! I don't want to lose Aphile

"I said Brittney Walker is back and I don't know what to do."

I love Aphile, a lot, but this deal, it's important

"What are you going to do with Aphile?"

That is what I'm stressed about. I don't know what to do, I love Aphile, but... I can't lose Aphile, I love her but...

Fuck!! Why are you putting me in this dilemma??! Fuck you!!!

" What are you going to do with Aphile, your fiancée?"

"I need to be alone. Please leave"

"But Xavier..."

"Deacon out!"

"Don't hurt her", with that he left.

I don't want to lose Aphile! I don't want to lose her!! How am I not going to hurt her? She will get hurt in this process, and I don't know if she will ever forgive me

The deal?? I know I don't love Brittney, but the deal. This deal!!!

Brittney!!! Why did you come back?!

"I have to choose between Aphile my fiancée, and Brittney my fiancée again. How did I end up doing this? Why did I do this? Fuck!!"

"Son, I know you love Aphile, but the deal is far more important. Don't get me wrong. I'd advise you to keep Aphile out of this deal. She will be hurt, but it's for her good. Right now we gotta be selfish to Aphile. I'm sorry son."

"Close the door behind you!"

"Watch how you speak!!" I just looked at him with teary eyes

It's his fault I'm going to hurt and lose my fiancée. They are the ones at fault! Him and his dad!

Why did they agree on this deal? Why?

Why are you putting me in such a tough situation?? Why?

"Dad, I need to be alone", he looked at me for a second and left.

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#BRITTNEY (POV) :

It's good to be back. Hi!

I am Brittney Walker, I'm beautiful if you want to know. I have a little kindness in me, but I'm not a bitch! One year back, I and Xavier had a deal, I was still in University, learning and now I'm done, so it's time to get this deal done. I hope he did not fall in love! That will be such a problem!

I'm here to seal the deal I have with Xavier Smith.

Xavier Smith is handsome, but not my type. I know I'm engaged to him but that's part of the deal, the deal would be sealed when we get married.

You'll get to know more about the deal later on. Now I need to find my fiancé and sort things between us.

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#JASPER (POV) :

"What the fuck is going on here?" She flinched upon hearing my voice

"Well, c-cant y-you see what's going on?" I slapped her so hard, that she stumbled backwards

"We are leaving Jasper. I and Jasmeo are leaving!" She shouted. I can't lose you again

They can't leave. I need to do something before they leave.

Must I threaten to kill her? Will she stay?

I don't think so. Must I confess my love for her?

"Listen S'nakho, I can't lose you again." This is the first time I sound so weak

"Well, Jasper if you can't bare to see me leaving then change. Change for the sake of your children."

Children?

I have one child! Wait a minute... Is she?? Is she? Pregnant??

"Are you having my baby again?" I grabbed her shoulders and slammed her onto the wall

"Yes", she said with a sigh

I'm gonna be a dad again! That's good news

I missed her first pregnancy, right now I want to be here with her for nine months

"I want to be part of our children's lives! I want to be part of your life!" I shouted at her

"Well then, change! Quit this fucked up stupid gang! Quit it!' she pushed me and walked to the bed

"I won't do that woman!"

"Then let us go!"

"So you want to go?" I leaned on the door with my hands inside my pocket

"Yeah we want to go"

"I'll let you go, but I promise if I find you again, I will make you mine. And you will accept that I won't change", I will track you down I promise

A Smith never break his promise

I will find you

"That that's not fine with me. Just leave us in peace"

"Do you want to go or not?"

She looked at me with mixed emotions.

"Fine. But you'll never find us"

"I will. Now hurry up and get the fuck out of this house!"

She looked at me one last time and walked toward me

What is she planning to do?

"Jasper please don't be angry", how can I not be angry? You are going away from me!

"S'nakho why can't you accept me the way I am?"

"Because you are too dangerous. I don't want our kids to grow up in this kind of environment. Your life is dangerous for our kids", she stroked my cheek with her finger

But this is my life, it should be our life. Our children must be born in it

"S'nakho I love you, but I can't change. I love this life", I brought her forward and kissed the hell out of her.

She unbuckled my belt. I pulled out and asked

"Are you sure?"

"Yes", I helped her remove her dress. I got undressed and laid her down on the bed.

Things had already gotten heated. That night we made love, I didn't fuck her, I made love to her. It was sweet and pure.

I love S'nakho and I don't want to lose her, but if she wants to go because she can't accept the way I am then I'm sorry but I have to let her go.

I will just pray that she will be safe wherever she is

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