Chapter 59

Leona:

"Me and Brittney are no longer together. We broke up. I did love her but I love you more than her. I couldn't stay with her and she terminated my baby",

What?

How can someone kill their own baby??

That is so cruel and God will never forgive her

"That was so wrong of her!! Why did she kill an innocent child?" How can someone be that cruel?? God please forgive her

"She said she wasn't ready for a baby. She wanted her figure and the baby was gonna ruin that", his voice cracked, he looks sad but he's trying to hide it.

I feel bad for him, that woman didn't deserve him. He ruined him.

God you know Jeremiah, he loves children, he wants to have ten children. That shameless woman killed his child, his first child

"Jeremiah, God is going to bless you with so many children. Cry, but also pray that God forgives her for killing an innocent child", I want to hug him

I can't! Leona don't get any hopes, Jeremiah is not the right one for you

But he needs comfort?!

Fuck this!

My arms tangle around his back and he pulls me close and put his face in the crook of my neck, he then inhaled very loudly.

He just smelt my scent, making me feel real good.

Pull away before he leaves a hockey. Pull away.

Relax Leona, you are his pillar

It's just to comfort him

"I want you to be the mother of my children. I want you to marry me and carry my children in your womb", he placed his hand on my stomach

Why does he want me?

He is asking a lot from me, if things were not like this I would have gladly done it. Xavier doesn't deserve me.

"I will carry your babies, but after I go home and see what is wrong. My sister told me to go back home, I have to go", I said caressing his cheek

" Okay but please don't go right now. Stay a week with me then you are free to go", I quickly hugged him tightly

"I love you"

I really do love him

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When I woke up he was no longer there with me and I was now tucked in bed. I fell asleep in his arms.

At least he agreed to let me go back home. I miss my mum and Kelly

Have he eaten his supper?? It's quite late, let me go and eat, I'm hungry

I dragged myself out of my bed and walked downstairs. As I entered the kitchen I saw Lacey with a man, he looks like he is a bodyguard

"So would you go out with me tomorrow??" Lacey has a date. Yeppy!! I'm so happy for her

"Listen I can't go, I have lot of work", she said softly

Stupid girl! He wants to date her. They will love each other and get married. I have to give her a day off, I'll tell Jeremiah later

"You have a day off tomorrow, so you can go", I said making myself visible

The man cleared his throat

"Thank you mam. Now would you??" Aww this is cute, Lacey is blushing

"Yes I'd loved to", she said blushing

"Leona why are you here, it's late??" She asked, standing forward

"Well I came for some water and I was looking for Jeremiah's room", I said taking a bottle of water from the fridge

"Well his room is five doors away from your room", she said

"Thanks babes and goodnight", I said and walked out of the kitchen.

"Can I kiss you??" That made me turn back and watch my friend shriek nervously and nod

She is gonna kiss him!! I'm so happy for her.

I know what I'm doing is wrong but I can't help it. They kissed for like one minute and Lacey pulled out. Mxm! This girl!

As I made my way towards his room I can't help but feel a little excited. I want to see him in his sleeping state.

I slightly and silently opened the door. I froze. Everything seemed staged. This is not real, he can't do this this. No! This is not Jeremiah, this is the man that hate me, this is Xavier

"Relax Stacy, this room is sound proof. She won't hear a thing", he said moaning

I can't believe this. Xavier really hates me.

I can't breath. My tears are betraying me. He, he is doing it again??

This time I won't forgive him. Yeah it's really over, I'm sorry God. It's enough, I can't.

He is fucking that woman, that maid!! He still hate me!!

"Thanks Stacy, I really needed that", he said as he kissed her cheek.

"I'll do anything for you Xay. When you need me just call me", she even have a nickname for him

"Now I have to go before those stupid maids realize I'm not there", she said licking her lower lip

"Stacy, you should try and fix your behavior with the other maids."

I heard enough!! I don't want to be with Jeremiah, I don't want him anymore.

I silently closed the door and walked to my room.

I cried silently, I cried for being a fool, I cried for being in love, I cried for trying to make it work, I cried for what I'm about to do and I cried for Jeremiah

I feel sorry for him, he lost me. I feel sorry for him because he didn't appreciate me, he didn't love me the way I deserved to be loved. And, I feel sorry for him because he's gonna miss me when I'm gone.

Yeah I'm leaving, I am leaving and I think it's for good. I just have to stay for a week then I'm gone forever.

If we are really destined to be together then we will meet in the future but for now I'm leaving.

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I felt like someone was staring at me so I turned my position and went back to sleep.

"Leona I love you, but at the same I time hate you. Whatever I'm doing is just because I feel sorry, for myself. I did something, a very bad and unforgivable thing. I can't tell you now but I promise I will tell you soon. I know you will hate me",

What did he do that is unforgivable?? Why can't he tell me?? I need to know what's going on. I need to know but I won't force him, he promised to tell me soon, and I will just pray that soon comes soon

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