CHAPTER 9

FALLING IN LOVE WITH EVIL

“Yes I trust you.” I say and he smiles .

He pulls me into his arms and repeats the agonizing act of torturing me by running his finger tips on my back and I breathe heavily.

“You are such a novelty Azande, your innocence turns me on.” He says as my mouth touches his neck. I kiss his scar and I feel him flinch but he holds me , his hands travel down to my butt and I gasp causing me to bite him softly on his neck.

He kisses me so passionately with one hand on my back and the other on my butt.

We walk into his room and he lays me on his bed.

“I won’t do anything to you Azande but I want to teach you something about physical intimacy. I want to teach you how souls connect without having sex. I want to teach you something that you'll appreciate more than sex.” He says and I nod.

He helps me out of the dress and I cover myself when I am finally naked. He removes my hands and looks at me. He scans my body and I see his eyes shine with want. I see fire in his eyes and I know he wants me.

“You are so beautiful” he says and he comes to kiss me. We kiss for what seems to be a minute and he takes his shirt off. After that he kisses my neck tugging and pulling gently at my skin I feel my knees tremble. I moan and I see a smile form on his face.

He goes to my chest, to my breasts. Sucking and nibbling on them. I can’t help but call out his name. Something is happening to my body. It feels strange but it’s happening. He goes to my tummy where he leaves soft bites and when he gets to my thighs I really shake out of want. He bites my inner thighs softly and I hold his head. My knees shaking and my thighs failing me.

He moves to my vagina, now holding on to my pelvis. He looks up at me as his finger makes its way to my clitoris. He rubs it slowly and softly and I feel my upper body rise, but he pins it down with his other hand. He continues for a while and his head goes down right to my vagina. I watch him and I feel my limbs tremble. His tongue makes it’s way to my vagina and my head falls back on to the pillow and my eyes close as I moan. This pleasure is overwhelming. You can not even attempt to describe it nor is it fathomable. You just have to succumb to it. I hold his head as he continues and soon I feel my muscles tighten and my stomach knot up. I moan aloud and tighten my grip on him and I feel a liquid come out of my vagina. Warm and for a minute I think I am urinating on myself. I feel my muscles relax and I open my eyes only to find Tim looking down at me .

“How was that?” he asks me and I smile.

“it was amazing. I don’t know what to say but it felt good.” I tell him and he smiles as he kisses my lips.

“Let me get you a towel. I'll be right back.” He says and I nod. He disappears into his bathroom and returns with a wet lukewarm towel.

He wipes my vagina slowly and softly not taking his eyes off me.

After that he dresses me up and when I am fully dressed he stands behind me as I look at myself in the mirror. He runs his hands from my waist to my curves and looks at me .

“You are mine” he says more firmly and I smile.

“Yes I am Yours . All of me.” I tell him not taking my eyes off of him on the mirror and his smile widens.

“So does this mean you will become my girlfriend?” he says and I nod whilst smiling.

He turns me around and scoops me up and spins me around.

“You don’t know how happy I am.” He says tickling me and I laugh as I try to break free from him. He chases me and we fall on the bed where he continues tickling me.

“Stop please.” I say laughing and he stops and looks at me.

“Thank you baby. I love you.” He says and I smile at him. We sit and talk for a while and he finally drives me home. When I get home I find my mom sitting in front of the television watching news.

“Hey Mama, you are back already.” I say sitting next to her and she smiles looking at me.

“You look really good. What’s happening between you and this boy? You seem to have put on one of best your dresses on for him.” She says raising an eyebrow and I laugh.

“Well we became an official couple today. I really do like him and I want to be with him. I have never dated before because I had never met anyone worth my time and energy but Tim is different Mama, he does something to me and that scares me. The feelings I feel for him scare me.” I say looking at her.

“You are in love and it’s normal. This is how I felt when i initially met your dad. I didn’t know what to do with myself , but you need to be careful. Be open to the fact that you might get hurt in the end. I will allow this relationship only on one condition.” She says raising an eyebrow and I look at her.

“Which is ?” I ask her .

“Don’t rush things. When you eventually think you are ready to be intimate please tell me so that I will help you. Don’t rush things Azande. Please!” She says looking into my eyes and I nod.

“I promise I won’t Mama.” I say smiling and she smiles at me.

We sit and talk for some time then we are disturbed by a call. My uncle which is my Dad’s brother informs us that he will be coming by tomorrow afternoon because he has something to discuss.

“What does he want to discuss with us Mama? After they abandoned us and ousted us from their house. What could they possibly want from us? “ I ask my mom and she shrugs.

“I really don’t know Baby they really ill-treated us but they are your father’s family so we can’t disregard that. They are your family.” She says brushing my arm and I shake my head in disagreement.

“You are my family Mama no one else. People who abandon us during tough times and go as far as breaking all ties with us aren’t considered family. And in this case they may be my father’s family but he would have disowned them had he known what they would did to us.” I say and my mom keeps quiet.

“Lets just wait for them to come and we will hear what they have to say.” She says and I nod.

Later we sit and watch television as we eat dinner and all they are talking about are the 3 women that have been murdered. The police still haven’t found anything nor are they close to even knowing who it might be, this killer left no traces of himself.

“What do you think of this case Aza?” mom asks me and I shrug.

“It’s a very complicated case, we have the victims and we know the pattern and type of women he is looking for but neither do we have a motive nor do we have any traces of the killer. There is nothing on him. “ I say and she nods.

“That’s true, please be careful Aza just stay safe.” She says and I nod.

We eat dinner in silence then we both do the dishes and I head to my room .