CHAPTER 11

FALLING IN LOVE WITH EVIL

“You know Azande I really tried to please my dad all these years. Ever since I was a kid I’d always wanted him to love me for what I am but unfortunately he has always tried to change me. All I ever got from him was rejection!” he tells me and I put my hand on his head and start massaging his head and running my fingers through his hair.

“Have you ever spoken to him and told him how you feel?” I ask him as I rub his head and I feel his muscles relax.

“Yes but he never paid heed to me. Let’s just say I am paying for Julia's mistakes.” He says and I feel his muscles contract again.

“Julia? Who is Julia?” I ask him and he remains silent for a moment.

“Mother.” He says hesitantly and my gaze widens.

“Why would he make you pay for your mother’s sins? And what did she do that made your father and you hate her so much? Where is she right now?” I ask him and he sits up and looks at me.

“I'll tell you one day when I am ready to talk about it. I have never opened up to anyone this is just a first and you make me want to be different. It’s a cliché I know but I really want to open up to you and gradually I will let you into my life. I just hope you don’t leave me because after knowing the real me you will really want to leave me.” He says and I see tears in his eyes. I feel my heart break. I cup his face and look into his lost eyes.

“I really don’t know what will happen once I learn about you but I really want to help you because I care about you.” I tell him and he looks into my eyes “I should be telling you to stay away from me but I’m too selfish cause I want you all to myself and although we might both burn in the end but at least I will be happy to have felt something other than hate in my life.” He tells me and I just hug him. We embrace for a very long time and when I pull away he lays his head on my thighs .

“You give great head massages.” He says and I smile as I resume with massaging his head.

“So does your tattoo hurt?” I ask him and he laughs.

“Yeah a little bit , I have multiple tattoos but you have never really seen them cause you've never really seen me naked.” He tells me and I laugh.

“I think you should show me one of these days, don’t you think?” I say laughing and he turns his head to face me and he has this huge grin on his face.

“Really?” he says wiggling his eyebrows and my cheeks heat up. “Yeah” I say and he laughs.

“Are you sure you’ll be able to handle seeing me? Won’t you faint? Or run for the hills when you really see me in the light instead of the dark?” he says laughing and I look at him.

“I think I’ll handle it. I'm a big girl now!” I say smirking and he laughs.

“Okay big girl. We'll take a shower together tomorrow morning.” He says and I widen my gaze.

“So soon?” I say and he laughs.

“Relax, I won’t bite you just as yet, unless you want me to.” He says wiggling his eyebrows again causing me to blush even more.

“We’ll have to wait and see” I tell him winking and he gasps and gets on top of me and starts tickling me real hard.

“Oh my goodness! You'll kill me with this tickling.” I say as I push his hands. He falls on his back right next to me and we both laugh.

“I love you.” He says looking at me and I smile as I take his hand into mine.

“I love you.” I say and we both look up to the ceiling and talk until we both fall into deep slumber.

6 am I wake up and realize that Tim is not next to me.

I rub my eyes vigorously and sit up. “Tim? Baby where are you ?” I shout but no one answers so I head to the bathroom where I brush my teeth and wash my face and as I look up in the mirror I scream and jump when I see him staring at me on the mirror he is right behind me.

“Sorry I didn’t mean to scare you. You were sleeping so peacefully earlier I didn’t want to wake you up.” He tells me and he looks weird. There is something about his eyes that I have never seen.

“Where were you?” I ask him not taking my eyes off him on the mirror.

“ I went out for a jog. “ he says as he takes his jacket off.

“You should’ve come with: it was so peaceful.” He says and although I don’t recognize his eyes I just dismiss this suspicious feeling and just smile.

“Please come to church with me today.” I tell him and he chokes on saliva.

“Church?” he asks and I nod.

“I haven’t been to church for the longest time ever the last time I went to church I was 6 .” He says and I widen my gaze. “Really?” I ask and he nods.

“ Well more reason for you to come with me today . Come on let’s take a shower together then we'll go to church. “ I tell him and he nods.

He leaves the bathroom and I quickly strip naked and enter the shower and just a few seconds later I hear the bathroom door close and soon he is right behind me in the shower.

“Shall I wash your back?” He asks and I nod. I don’t turn to look at him . I watch him with the corner of my eye as he takes the sponge and body wash, I feel his hands on my back and that feeing engulfs my body again. It’s almost like I am going to urinate on myself.

My head tilts to the side and I feel his breathing on my neck. There’s a huge silence between us you can only hear our breathing and the water running. The most comforting sounds ever .

After he is done using the sponge he rinses my back with his hand and slowly runs his hands on my back and my breasts are full and hard they perk up and I feel a burning sensation in my tummy : not painful but weird. He comes closer until I feel his manhood touch my butt. I gasp and feel his finger on my face. His other hand on my tummy circling slowly and softly. My head arches back and I rest it on his shoulder.

“What’s wrong? What’s happening to you?” He whispers in my ear his voice deep and husky but his accent turning me on even more.

“ I… I.. don’t know” I tell him my voice trembling and I feel his lips curve into a smile as his lips are against my neck.

“Should I stop?” He whispers in my ear and I shake my head no.

“I want you to say it.” He says and I take a deep breath.

“No, don’t stop.” I manage to say and he smiles

His hands travel all around my body torturing me and turning me on.

His finger enters me and I moan . He repeats that until my muscles contract and I feel my knees shake. I hold on to him tighter and I feel something leave my body and my muscles relax.

We both look at each other as the water runs between us.

We remain silent and bath after taking a shower we dry ourselves and I watch him apply his body lotion. The way his muscles contract and stretch as he lotions himself. I find myself lost in him and I gasp when he turns. I actually get to see his dick and how big it actually is.

“What’s so surprising?” he asks disturbing me and I laugh.

“I never realized you were this big.” I say pointing out with my eyes and he laughs.

“Well it is what it is.” He says and we continue dressing up.

I wear a black knee length long sleeve dress with white heels not too high though. He wears black formal trousers with a blue t-shirt and formal shoes.

He fixes his hair as I tie my braids into a neat bun and put on lip gloss.

“Breakfast?” he asks and I nod.

“We need to hurry though church is in an hour and from your house to where I stay is at least a 30 minute drive.

“Not if we have a fast car in the garage.” He says and I raise an eyebrow.

“Fast car? It is fast but not that fast.” I say and he laughs.

“My baby is fast but I am not talking about the one you know. “ he says and I nod.

We quickly have breakfast and I take my bags as well. It’s time to go home my mom will be back today.

After breakfast we wash our dishes then he looks at me.

“I had a great weekend, I wish you could stay longer. I am sorry about Thomas’ outburst Yesterday. “ he says and I cup his face.

“It’s okay. You don’t have to apologize. I had a great time too and I hope we will do this soon.” I say and he smiles.

He carries my bag and opens his garage and a beautiful black and orange small car, a fast one at that appears before me.

“Now this is what I'm talking about. She’s the fastest around here. Makes a beautiful sound while at it.

“Wow! She’s beautiful. Cool!”

I say and we both jump in and it roars in action as we drive out of his house. It definitely feels like we are flying in this car. He looks at me and smiles.

We reach church and he looks at me. “We are 10 minutes early.” He says winking and I smile.